love is a many splendid thing
right now... i feel so incredibly blessed. im not exactly sure why. but i do. i just finished reading the best romance i have ever ever ever come across. and thats saying something because i do like to read. i've probably read it about 5 times now, but it only gets better. the author really inspires me so i'll probably end up writing more on my own story before i go to bed. at the moment, i feel so incredibly happy. i know the love of my life is having a wonderful time with his best friend who he hasn't seen in months, maybe almost a year. and to know he's happy... really makes me happy. just to know that i have a love like his, does something unexplainable to me. call me mushy, stupid, foolish...whatever you like. but absolutely nothing you say can tear down how solid our feelings for each other are. i guess it would be good to stop rambling on, but this is a journal right? and i dont post very often...right? so i think i have the right to voice my feelings here. :)
i wish i knew what is going to happen to me in the future. i wish i knew where i'm going to end up, what college im going to attend, and what opportunities are going to leap up for me. i think too much about it and i just wish that i had some idea or notion. everything seems so vague. like im dropped into the middle of this huge maze and im givin $20, a bottle of water, and a sandwich.
"Ready, Set, Go"....now what?
ugh. if only life were easy.
i wish i knew what is going to happen to me in the future. i wish i knew where i'm going to end up, what college im going to attend, and what opportunities are going to leap up for me. i think too much about it and i just wish that i had some idea or notion. everything seems so vague. like im dropped into the middle of this huge maze and im givin $20, a bottle of water, and a sandwich.
"Ready, Set, Go"....now what?
ugh. if only life were easy.