Jan 13, 2006 17:38
I just want to let yall know that while I am happy to be talking to someone from my past, I am even happier to just reconnect and to expand my friends base. If I end up dating him again, then so be it. In the meantime tho, I am happy with friends :) Yeah, I am lonely but having friends around to chat with or to talk to, that is all good. They can fill some of the void I have been feeling lately.
Yes, while I want to be involved with someone, I also know that I want to start out as friends and stay that way. If it is meant to be, then good. If it isnt, then that is ok also.
Teen-age relationships generally have us all asking ourselves what we were thinking at the time...Hell, I cant even REMEMBER what I was thinking LOL...I just go about my business like normal and hope that things continue to get better.
As we get older, we start to value things more. The non-material things...Things that REALLY matter!
I guess I am feeling a little off tonight since I didnt sleep worth a crap last night...Then had to work on my day off, which I really dont mind, but I didnt get to sleep like I wanted to. That is ok...My mood will get better later on I bet :)