D TO THE ARCIE
I'll tell you flat out it hurts so much to think of this so from my thoughts i will exclude the very thing that i hate more then eveyrthing is the way im powerless to dictate my own mood
I've thrown away
the secret to find an end to this and i just pray my problems go away if they're ignored but thats not the way it works no its not the way it works
when i go down i go down hard and i take everything i've learned and teach myself some disregard when i go down it hurts to hit the bottem and all the things that got me there i think if only i'd fought them
If and when I go and get myself out of this clouded mind i'll watch myself settle down into what these words peace can search me how to find and i'm so ready to be found i've thrown away the hope i had in friendships i've thrown away so many things that could'bve been much mroe i've thrown away the secret to find an end to this and i just pray my problems will go away if they're just ignored but thats not the way it works no its not the way it works
any control I farther had just slips right through my hands of my ever prensent conciounces shakes my hand and reprimends me, reprimends me. then and then I confess i'll blame all this on my selfishness yet you love me that consumes me and i'll stand up again and do so willingly u give me hope and hope it gives me light u touch my heavy heart and when you do u make it light as i exhale i hear your voice and i answer you though i hardly make a noise and from my lips words i choose to say seem pathetic but its a falling mans praise , cause i love you, oh god I love you
when I go down
I lift my eyes to you
I won't look very far
Cause' you'll be there with open arms
To lift me up again
To lift me up again
Don't mess w/ me n**ga
Cuz I'm the real fricken G
lol darcie u crack me LMAO this is great
HERE darcie this is for u to read cuz u said i was typing reallly really fast so here u go this is why i am typing really fast ho ho ho ho HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA so yup that is y yup this is k to the ayla and im helpin darcie and she is gonna come ova after she is done shoppings so yep bye
I've thrown away
the secret to find an end to this and i just pray my problems go away if they're ignored but thats not the way it works no its not the way it works
when i go down i go down hard and i take everything i've learned and teach myself some disregard when i go down it hurts to hit the bottem and all the things that got me there i think if only i'd fought them
If and when I go and get myself out of this clouded mind i'll watch myself settle down into what these words peace can search me how to find and i'm so ready to be found i've thrown away the hope i had in friendships i've thrown away so many things that could'bve been much mroe i've thrown away the secret to find an end to this and i just pray my problems will go away if they're just ignored but thats not the way it works no its not the way it works
any control I farther had just slips right through my hands of my ever prensent conciounces shakes my hand and reprimends me, reprimends me. then and then I confess i'll blame all this on my selfishness yet you love me that consumes me and i'll stand up again and do so willingly u give me hope and hope it gives me light u touch my heavy heart and when you do u make it light as i exhale i hear your voice and i answer you though i hardly make a noise and from my lips words i choose to say seem pathetic but its a falling mans praise , cause i love you, oh god I love you
when I go down
I lift my eyes to you
I won't look very far
Cause' you'll be there with open arms
To lift me up again
To lift me up again
Don't mess w/ me n**ga
Cuz I'm the real fricken G
lol darcie u crack me LMAO this is great
HERE darcie this is for u to read cuz u said i was typing reallly really fast so here u go this is why i am typing really fast ho ho ho ho HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA so yup that is y yup this is k to the ayla and im helpin darcie and she is gonna come ova after she is done shoppings so yep bye