HAPPY!!!
I think happiness is catching. When I came home today I meet Kari and Tobs in the hall. Man do I love it when that happens. I was carrying in the kitty litter so they thought they would hold open the doors. I didn't need them to, but it was a good thing anyway. The first thing I saw was both of their big smiles. I love that. And now that Tobs knows who I am, I can't discribe that feeling.
I see him everyday and it is getting easier to make him laugh and smile. He plays with his toys, can role over no matter what side he is on, stands with some help, and talks back. Everyday he does something he couldn't do the day before. I love him so much.
I came home in a good mood today, and I am still in a good mood. I don't know why. Maybe it is my new deodorant, or that I shaved today, sold a tractor to Kari's step dad with an MA, or it could be just knowing I was going to see my family. I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't read into it. Just let it go, it just seems weird as I had a terrible night sleep last night.
It is weird the last few days I have been feeling so down and depressed and now I feel as if I don't even have to worry about it. As if it was lifted off my shoulders. I think after I wrote my last entry I started to think of my dream that I shared with everyone. It made me think that life is too short for me to worry about things I have no control over. Just let God take care of it. Why do I need this in my life. I don't!!! I just let God tell me what he has been trying to.
"I LOVE YOU!!! I ALWAYS WILL!!! I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE!!! NEVER FORGET THAT THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM FOR YOU!!! I CAN HELP YOU WITH ALL YOUR WORRIES!!! I LOVE YOU!!!"
Why do I forget these things??? I don't know, I guess I am just human.
Well there is my shpeel for the day. Talk to you all later.
Adios, Amigo's.
I see him everyday and it is getting easier to make him laugh and smile. He plays with his toys, can role over no matter what side he is on, stands with some help, and talks back. Everyday he does something he couldn't do the day before. I love him so much.
I came home in a good mood today, and I am still in a good mood. I don't know why. Maybe it is my new deodorant, or that I shaved today, sold a tractor to Kari's step dad with an MA, or it could be just knowing I was going to see my family. I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't read into it. Just let it go, it just seems weird as I had a terrible night sleep last night.
It is weird the last few days I have been feeling so down and depressed and now I feel as if I don't even have to worry about it. As if it was lifted off my shoulders. I think after I wrote my last entry I started to think of my dream that I shared with everyone. It made me think that life is too short for me to worry about things I have no control over. Just let God take care of it. Why do I need this in my life. I don't!!! I just let God tell me what he has been trying to.
"I LOVE YOU!!! I ALWAYS WILL!!! I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE!!! NEVER FORGET THAT THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM FOR YOU!!! I CAN HELP YOU WITH ALL YOUR WORRIES!!! I LOVE YOU!!!"
Why do I forget these things??? I don't know, I guess I am just human.
Well there is my shpeel for the day. Talk to you all later.
Adios, Amigo's.