Apr 11, 2005 16:03
i am a fucking idiot. My head hurts and i am sitting here in hysterics and the worst part of it is that it is all my fault. I dont know what the fuck i want. I cant put him through this, just because i am a stubborn, indesicive bitch. Why did i think that this was what i wanted? I have just wasted everything that i had. But at the same time, i'm glad that i did the right thing. No one loves me and no one should. Fucking fucking FUCKING bitch.