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Schools good. Classes are good. House is good. Making slow progress, but good.
My upstairs room is done and I'm almost completely moved into it. James & Kyles rooms are done & their moved into them. Living room is done & we have cable. Bathroom is done, except for some trim work. Kitchen will be done within the next 2 weeks & then we focus on the dining room.
Car was fucked for a hot minute. Had the head gasket replaced. Been driving my dads jetta for the past week & will continue to until tomorrow or Monday.
Did terrible on my first nutrition test, but hopefully awesome on my psychology test, I've got a good feeling about it.
I might be drunk right now, but that's because my life is in shambles. But that's because I'm an overdramatic and a hopeless romantic. I hate boys.
I hate the internet really, fucks with everyone. Makes it so easy to creep people.
I miss my best friend. I wish I hadn't fucked everything up. Everyone kept telling me I needed to tell her. So I did. And now look at me, she doesn't even talk to me anymore after she swore up and down she didn't care. And now that's over and I have nothing. I thought I knew better. I thought it could be something. And it was nothing to him. I was nothing to him.
I need to stop thinking so much. Especially now when I'm drunk. It's just sending me back into my depression mode that I've been in and out of for the past week. And listening to Dashboard isn't helping but it's all I want to hear.
It's hard to explain how I am getting by on so little from you.
It's hard to believe that I would let myself get so wrapped in you.
There's got to be something that would be worthwhile for me to give to you.
We need a connection but you seem to push me far away from you.
My upstairs room is done and I'm almost completely moved into it. James & Kyles rooms are done & their moved into them. Living room is done & we have cable. Bathroom is done, except for some trim work. Kitchen will be done within the next 2 weeks & then we focus on the dining room.
Car was fucked for a hot minute. Had the head gasket replaced. Been driving my dads jetta for the past week & will continue to until tomorrow or Monday.
Did terrible on my first nutrition test, but hopefully awesome on my psychology test, I've got a good feeling about it.
I might be drunk right now, but that's because my life is in shambles. But that's because I'm an overdramatic and a hopeless romantic. I hate boys.
I hate the internet really, fucks with everyone. Makes it so easy to creep people.
I miss my best friend. I wish I hadn't fucked everything up. Everyone kept telling me I needed to tell her. So I did. And now look at me, she doesn't even talk to me anymore after she swore up and down she didn't care. And now that's over and I have nothing. I thought I knew better. I thought it could be something. And it was nothing to him. I was nothing to him.
I need to stop thinking so much. Especially now when I'm drunk. It's just sending me back into my depression mode that I've been in and out of for the past week. And listening to Dashboard isn't helping but it's all I want to hear.
It's hard to explain how I am getting by on so little from you.
It's hard to believe that I would let myself get so wrapped in you.
There's got to be something that would be worthwhile for me to give to you.
We need a connection but you seem to push me far away from you.