Passed by the past
I passed Linwood Elementary today and looked at it as if I were looking at Washington Open, remembering a memory that was so sweet it was almost childhood-like. It was a sweet memory of a light rain. It was a day of senior year where I didn't think of anything but this experience I was going to have, no worries of how ugly I might look that week, or anything trivial.
I passed it, and for an instant I saw us[Matt, Quint, Lyssa, Suzy, and I] waiting for all the young'ns to get all assembled so we could all go to SCICON. Or rather, I felt it.
I really miss that. I mean, I don't really miss dealing with bitchy kids..some of them were great. I just miss awesome adventures, like the ones we had at Washington Open. ..And I guess I'm still making them because it felt like that for that moment we drove by the school. And I definitely don't see high school as something I'll remember as the best times of my life..so that's something to say.
I have so much to look forward to. And it feels so right. I'm ready.
Hopefully by next year I will be moved out and living in SLO with Matt(and maybe Jeff, Matt's friend/roomate), going to PCPA for the acting conservatory. I will definitely get a job after sweeney/school. I'm ready for that, too. I think.
I will be in better control of my life and my future adventures.
This summer Matt and I are going backpacking sans parents. Hopefully some friends will join us...cough...Mariah? haha. It will be amazing. I can't wait for it. I want some nature so bad right now.
I wish I looked like the person I think I am. It freaks me out sometimes(esp. this one time, that I don't have time to talk about) how much I am not the person I see my self being in my head-physically, I mean. It's all in the face.
I passed it, and for an instant I saw us[Matt, Quint, Lyssa, Suzy, and I] waiting for all the young'ns to get all assembled so we could all go to SCICON. Or rather, I felt it.
I really miss that. I mean, I don't really miss dealing with bitchy kids..some of them were great. I just miss awesome adventures, like the ones we had at Washington Open. ..And I guess I'm still making them because it felt like that for that moment we drove by the school. And I definitely don't see high school as something I'll remember as the best times of my life..so that's something to say.
I have so much to look forward to. And it feels so right. I'm ready.
Hopefully by next year I will be moved out and living in SLO with Matt(and maybe Jeff, Matt's friend/roomate), going to PCPA for the acting conservatory. I will definitely get a job after sweeney/school. I'm ready for that, too. I think.
I will be in better control of my life and my future adventures.
This summer Matt and I are going backpacking sans parents. Hopefully some friends will join us...cough...Mariah? haha. It will be amazing. I can't wait for it. I want some nature so bad right now.
I wish I looked like the person I think I am. It freaks me out sometimes(esp. this one time, that I don't have time to talk about) how much I am not the person I see my self being in my head-physically, I mean. It's all in the face.