May 06, 2006 20:30
Yeah, one of those.
I'm am going to be fine. More than that actually.
Mind you, my so-called epiphany wasn't anything specific. I didn't have to do any major naval gazing to figure it out. It was just something I realized as I was laying in bed tonight, trying to turn my brain off before falling asleep. And yes, I got out of bed to share. Don't you feel special?
Anyway. I was just thinking about my weekend and what I accomplished and didn't. And I realized that not once this weekend did I listen to any sad music. And last night, as I headed towards the kitchen to get something to drink in the middle of a movie, I shook my butt a little to the music. You may not understand why this is a big deal, but folks it is! I wasn't morose. I didn't go into any crying fits. I felt normal. And I shook my booty spontaneously. That alone should be proof.
And as I sit here typing this, I realized yet another thing. I have nowhere to go but up.
my life