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Well I guess I havn't really updated my journal in awhile I used to almost everyday or other day I've just been really busy I suppose.
Me and Nick had a pretty good weekend Friday we went and saw Walk the Line (if any of you don't know it's a movie about Johnny Cash, and if you don't know he really did'nt shoot a man in Reno just to watch him die.) He bought me some bubble bath and me and him had a great time taking a bubble bath togehter and drinking our wine coolers, then of course we drank some Admiral. In the morning we went to Java Joes which I couldnt believe Nick had never been there their coffee is like THE SHIT! Later that night we hung out with some friends then came to my house and drank again, and then in the morning we ate breakfast at McDonalds because the Pantry is'nt in walking distance and Buger King wasn't that appealing. And then since I went to see Walk The Line we went to see the new Harry Potter movie and if you dont know...I'm a huge Harry Potter fan the line for that show was flippin crazy!
That was the good parts, but I fail to mention my bitchy attutide. I don't know what it is that is wrong with me but lately it seems I'm bitchy and uptight. It seems everything irritates me and I felt bad because even after Nick had done all that stuff for me I still was bitchy. I talked to my mom about going to the doctor to see about some anti-bitch pills, and I kind of am against all that shit, because I hate how those pills seem to take over you. But I really love my Nick and I think that if I was get on these pills my attitude will change, I will do it for him. I felt horrible because of some of things I would say and after I said them I would think about them and realize what I had said and that it wasn't so nice of me and then I'd appologize and tell him I'm sorry then 20 minutes later I'd have another mood swing it was like thise basically the whole weekend I don't like this. I feel as if Im getting stupider as the says pass and it's weris because Im a very sexual person and I love sex but lately I havn't wanted to have sex maybe Im passed my sexual peak I dont really know. None the less I want to be in a better mood for basically all my realtions with people like my mom, friends, Nick, school everything. I think I might cool off from the drinking and getting high for awhile I really need to focus on school right now I don't want to get behind espeacially not this early in the year.
I don't know if anyone ever reads my journal or not no one ever comments me, I guess thats cool I never comment anyone either really I just get on and read over whats going on it peoples life and half the time I don't know what to say or I really shouldnt say anything at all. But just so everyone knows even though I dont comment I still read all your guys profiles.
Well I guess thats all for now....
Me and Nick had a pretty good weekend Friday we went and saw Walk the Line (if any of you don't know it's a movie about Johnny Cash, and if you don't know he really did'nt shoot a man in Reno just to watch him die.) He bought me some bubble bath and me and him had a great time taking a bubble bath togehter and drinking our wine coolers, then of course we drank some Admiral. In the morning we went to Java Joes which I couldnt believe Nick had never been there their coffee is like THE SHIT! Later that night we hung out with some friends then came to my house and drank again, and then in the morning we ate breakfast at McDonalds because the Pantry is'nt in walking distance and Buger King wasn't that appealing. And then since I went to see Walk The Line we went to see the new Harry Potter movie and if you dont know...I'm a huge Harry Potter fan the line for that show was flippin crazy!
That was the good parts, but I fail to mention my bitchy attutide. I don't know what it is that is wrong with me but lately it seems I'm bitchy and uptight. It seems everything irritates me and I felt bad because even after Nick had done all that stuff for me I still was bitchy. I talked to my mom about going to the doctor to see about some anti-bitch pills, and I kind of am against all that shit, because I hate how those pills seem to take over you. But I really love my Nick and I think that if I was get on these pills my attitude will change, I will do it for him. I felt horrible because of some of things I would say and after I said them I would think about them and realize what I had said and that it wasn't so nice of me and then I'd appologize and tell him I'm sorry then 20 minutes later I'd have another mood swing it was like thise basically the whole weekend I don't like this. I feel as if Im getting stupider as the says pass and it's weris because Im a very sexual person and I love sex but lately I havn't wanted to have sex maybe Im passed my sexual peak I dont really know. None the less I want to be in a better mood for basically all my realtions with people like my mom, friends, Nick, school everything. I think I might cool off from the drinking and getting high for awhile I really need to focus on school right now I don't want to get behind espeacially not this early in the year.
I don't know if anyone ever reads my journal or not no one ever comments me, I guess thats cool I never comment anyone either really I just get on and read over whats going on it peoples life and half the time I don't know what to say or I really shouldnt say anything at all. But just so everyone knows even though I dont comment I still read all your guys profiles.
Well I guess thats all for now....