"people were walking around sharing their emotions...who does that???"
hopefully i'll feel better at the end of the day...
it's just too much. i WANT to be alone.
i don't want anyone to feel attached to right now except my friends.
i don't want anything more than that.
i get that that's not for everyone but it's what i need right now.
i really don't know how to do this...
i wish i were a baby dinosaur...i do a very good job of sounding like one..
whatever this summer will be good..
i have a week and a half with my best friends to do whatever we want.
4 weeks with the best best friend ever in costa rica to escape...all pressure off.
another week with my biffers.
2 weeks in africa away from my mother around people who look up to me and really do care no quesions asked.
2 weeks to come back and soak in as much of those college goers as i can.
through in some college applications and a mother nagging at me all summer and the souflet will fall..so let's just pretend that doesn't exist.
i'm going back to my baby dinosaur family now. kthxadios
it's just too much. i WANT to be alone.
i don't want anyone to feel attached to right now except my friends.
i don't want anything more than that.
i get that that's not for everyone but it's what i need right now.
i really don't know how to do this...
i wish i were a baby dinosaur...i do a very good job of sounding like one..
whatever this summer will be good..
i have a week and a half with my best friends to do whatever we want.
4 weeks with the best best friend ever in costa rica to escape...all pressure off.
another week with my biffers.
2 weeks in africa away from my mother around people who look up to me and really do care no quesions asked.
2 weeks to come back and soak in as much of those college goers as i can.
through in some college applications and a mother nagging at me all summer and the souflet will fall..so let's just pretend that doesn't exist.
i'm going back to my baby dinosaur family now. kthxadios