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i dont have the right to be mad.. but i am... i dont have the right to feel hurt, but i do... I don't have the right but i feel portrayed...
*i didn't go out with eric... something happened with his "girl" and the ex and he had to be with her... He apologized a bunch... i wasn't upset.. but i was looking forward to some talks... him and i always seem to figure out life when we are together... why does he have to be 25?
on the note of the boy from school... I feel like I'm being used... Like i'm being led on... He flirts with me, even though his intentions were clear... after all i'm not "the girl that I want to lose in 2 weeks". Well haven't i proven tat i am not going anywhere.. I mean, i took care of him when he was sick.. I jsut dont get it... and im going back to my "i dont want a boyfriend right now" feeling.. I'm just going to go with the flow... what happens happens? yeah right...
*i didn't go out with eric... something happened with his "girl" and the ex and he had to be with her... He apologized a bunch... i wasn't upset.. but i was looking forward to some talks... him and i always seem to figure out life when we are together... why does he have to be 25?
on the note of the boy from school... I feel like I'm being used... Like i'm being led on... He flirts with me, even though his intentions were clear... after all i'm not "the girl that I want to lose in 2 weeks". Well haven't i proven tat i am not going anywhere.. I mean, i took care of him when he was sick.. I jsut dont get it... and im going back to my "i dont want a boyfriend right now" feeling.. I'm just going to go with the flow... what happens happens? yeah right...