Aug 01, 2005 00:14
SHOP RITE!
So summer! august 1st marks half way through the summ summ. Yeaahoo, im done with working in new jersey, tomorrow im back in manhattan kickin it live, im so happy about it, yaaaaaaaaaay.
but things have been real nice
the sun treats me sooooooooo good
went to the beach today, lovely just lovely, beth and gabi we had fun.
Ummm, beth grilled at her house and we talked bout,
If you could know ONE truth about this world, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
maaan thats a hard one, righht???
that would take me a little time to decide on.
we started thinking of things wed like to know
Life after death
wwhat is life
who WAS jesus?
life on other planets?
OHHH THE POSSIBILITIES
god oh god
which lead my brain to thinking of ya know well gee, yes i alway do wonder what is what at all and im So fortunate and exited that i have these thoughts and can be curious and question the beauty of life and EXPLORE MY OPTIONS, perform experiments with my exisisting state.
take religion-
those born into a strict religous upbringing that stick to what they know may never have even had the chance to explore other ideas that life has to offer. because what IS religion? whats it there for? I suppose to give people hope for life after death, faith, something to believe in in this topsy turvey world. a solid constant, unlike life which is alway changing, dying, regenerating. so religion give people hope and life. OK fine fine fine........whatever. thats just fine... i guess
But how will those people every go outside the lines, beyond the box into that part of their brain that questions our very existance??? i cant believe any million year old fairy tale about a guy who was born from a mother how didnt have sex, then dies and comes back as a zombie. I dont think an old jewish fart could have used a stick he found in the woods to part an ocean, and no dude names noah built a fuckin house to float in the oceans that fit fucking, ELEPHANTS, RHINO'S, GIRAFFES, WATER BUFFALO, HIPPO'S...........man thats just a FEW hugh ass animals right?
so this religion thing its fine for those who live and love it.....but for me, its limiting.
take drugs
its like anything else, you abuse it, and its gunna suck
(like eating, wearing the same shoes every day blah blah blah)
but drugs
can open your mind to parts of your brain, and psyche that youd never otherwise use
never do drugs unless you have a clear idea about what you want to learn from it....maybe thats my theory (whatever i just made that up) but uhhhhh, i just guess i like psychadelics, they stretch the truth in an honest way. make you see whats there, and why its beautiful
AH YES ive just summed up my first experience with acid last week
LSD shows you truthful things and how beautiful life really can be, for richer or poorer , bug bites can be good too.
ANYWAY, so really........
figuring things out in anyway that willl progress your learning in the way you want it to
is what i think is good
what im doing
im exploring the world ive been given, its so very interesting!