i am i know
selfish
like everyone but its me, i am
its strange though sometimes i see it from an outsiders point of view (oh me, ew me, ugh me, oops me), and from inside i see it as whats best for everyone
almost on oxy moron
still selfish though, care for myself care for all of you, dedicated
i dont want to fight, i hate arguing, i hate any negative vibes at all, they make me self concious in a bad way
i dont like feeling hyper aware of myself it makes me edgy
i dont like making decisions for everyone else either
i hate making decisions for everyone
the best is when everyone is equal
Like im in a fantasy world
a wise ass i dont want that i dont like wise ass
i want equality
its what i strive for and maybe striving too hard makes me the losing team, in one aspect
Really, im just thinking of the dissatisfaction i feel in this moment
if i knew what was goodf or me i would have went to bed at 12 30
so why didnt i? my mother taught me well....so why>?
YES, if we KNOW whats good for us, why dont we do it?
errrr we are nervous, self concious, self aware for good or bad
going to bed alone is giving up on the night, ooooooooooooohhh man ya know
we want this we want that
Im a messy person
my art work is messy
my dinner plate is messy and unorganized
my thoughts....very very messy
but at the end of the day, i am optimistic, and if you dont like that then that is too bad for you
ohhh this is all coming out wrong, wrong....but its here, and that matters to me. you all matter to me, because i am nothing without other people, dont you see? my selfishness comes from my love of all of you, i need you all to feel myself. i feel myself a lot... a lot, so thank you
like everyone but its me, i am
its strange though sometimes i see it from an outsiders point of view (oh me, ew me, ugh me, oops me), and from inside i see it as whats best for everyone
almost on oxy moron
still selfish though, care for myself care for all of you, dedicated
i dont want to fight, i hate arguing, i hate any negative vibes at all, they make me self concious in a bad way
i dont like feeling hyper aware of myself it makes me edgy
i dont like making decisions for everyone else either
i hate making decisions for everyone
the best is when everyone is equal
Like im in a fantasy world
a wise ass i dont want that i dont like wise ass
i want equality
its what i strive for and maybe striving too hard makes me the losing team, in one aspect
Really, im just thinking of the dissatisfaction i feel in this moment
if i knew what was goodf or me i would have went to bed at 12 30
so why didnt i? my mother taught me well....so why>?
YES, if we KNOW whats good for us, why dont we do it?
errrr we are nervous, self concious, self aware for good or bad
going to bed alone is giving up on the night, ooooooooooooohhh man ya know
we want this we want that
Im a messy person
my art work is messy
my dinner plate is messy and unorganized
my thoughts....very very messy
but at the end of the day, i am optimistic, and if you dont like that then that is too bad for you
ohhh this is all coming out wrong, wrong....but its here, and that matters to me. you all matter to me, because i am nothing without other people, dont you see? my selfishness comes from my love of all of you, i need you all to feel myself. i feel myself a lot... a lot, so thank you