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...over the summer we talked and laughed and wondered what this year
would bring to us, to our friendships to our lives, we constantly
considered all teh possibilities that could tkae place and now look at
us..honestly ..take a good hard look we r all so completely far apart
and i feel as if i hardly know anyone of you anymore...i feel as though
were all simply fakin the friendships we have because were afraid to be
left alone we merely put up w/ eachother based on the fact that bad
friends are better then no friends..i want to be like we were like we
can be like were actually friends..i wanna trust, love . appreciate
everyone simgle one of u but its hard when i myself dotn feel trusted
loved or appreciasted..i need one on one time w/ all of u to catch up
and jsut simply see how much of eachtoehrs lives we've missed..i hope i
loose anymore of u than i already have...
To 2 in paticualar:
Brandi- were different simply out but obviously so...we just dont seem to click and are on eachotehs backs about everything i guess we can either accept eachother or discourage eachother w/ everythign that we do .....its knowin the faults but lovin u anyway..that makes friendship so great
Collyn- honestly shit was sad shit is always siad between us we need to b open and honest when we both get frusterated we talk shit this is our weakness we shouldnt be afraid to jsut simply tell eachother things..ill tell u when your getting under my skin and u can tel me when im being a bitch..im serious it will just lightin the mood and make it so were nto hiding anythign sometimes u jsut simply need your space and im sorry this all took place on a weekend that was suppose to b your weekend ..i really do hope u have a hapy birthday and i dont hate u just im easily frusterated u see my at my worst times morning and end of the day and frusteration w/ vball.. during the fight we didnt handle ourselves well ..to say the least..but in the en du did by jsut simply coming up 2 me and talkin 2 me and i give u credit..congrats on your schlorship too...
in all i need to b honest w/ the both of u on how i feel becasue if i dont ill have another emotional breakdown like i did ...
..and mayb thats the destiny in all this..the more we conflict ..the more we get to knwo one another the more we grow the better we become..lets get better people!
To 2 in paticualar:
Brandi- were different simply out but obviously so...we just dont seem to click and are on eachotehs backs about everything i guess we can either accept eachother or discourage eachother w/ everythign that we do .....its knowin the faults but lovin u anyway..that makes friendship so great
Collyn- honestly shit was sad shit is always siad between us we need to b open and honest when we both get frusterated we talk shit this is our weakness we shouldnt be afraid to jsut simply tell eachother things..ill tell u when your getting under my skin and u can tel me when im being a bitch..im serious it will just lightin the mood and make it so were nto hiding anythign sometimes u jsut simply need your space and im sorry this all took place on a weekend that was suppose to b your weekend ..i really do hope u have a hapy birthday and i dont hate u just im easily frusterated u see my at my worst times morning and end of the day and frusteration w/ vball.. during the fight we didnt handle ourselves well ..to say the least..but in the en du did by jsut simply coming up 2 me and talkin 2 me and i give u credit..congrats on your schlorship too...
in all i need to b honest w/ the both of u on how i feel becasue if i dont ill have another emotional breakdown like i did ...
..and mayb thats the destiny in all this..the more we conflict ..the more we get to knwo one another the more we grow the better we become..lets get better people!