Aga
I really don't feel like updating right now as there is nothing of importance to mention, however I though that I would just to be nice.
I haven't seen Spencer since the last time. I really want to though. This whole *first* thing is driving me crazy and I've been thinking about it so much, I think it may happen (that was to those of you that KNOW what I am talking about). I really wanna just do it and I've been trying to have little talks with myself (some out loud, there I admit it) so that I won't chicken out next time. Dammit. It WILL happen! Will!
Mom's been okay lately. I haven't mentioned her because I don't care anymore. Treats me like shit. That's pretty much it. Yesterday we fought because she won't quit smoking and she's killing herself. I told her to "die already". Maybe that wasn't the best thing to say, but I was a little mad to hear her attitude when I spent $50 of my personal money and she's throwing the damn patches away (practically). It pisses me off. She needs an attitude change worse than I do (I may need one also, but not half as bad).
My cell phone is awesome!!! For those of you who haven't seen my phone, check it out here. Its the neatest ever. I got it through Cingular. The only problem I have with the phone is that while I am talking to people, sometimes it sounds like they are fading in and out and I can hear my voice echoing. I hope the person I am talking too doesn't hear this problem. I downloaded Lemonade Tycoon for it the other day (it will cost me on my next bill) and I am super addicted. Hehehe.
My graduatuin party will be this Saturday from 1 to 3 pm at Haitcho Park. Only come if you are invited! Call me if you would like me to consider an invitation for you to attend. =)
Well its time to eat dinner so I must leave. Good night all!
I haven't seen Spencer since the last time. I really want to though. This whole *first* thing is driving me crazy and I've been thinking about it so much, I think it may happen (that was to those of you that KNOW what I am talking about). I really wanna just do it and I've been trying to have little talks with myself (some out loud, there I admit it) so that I won't chicken out next time. Dammit. It WILL happen! Will!
Mom's been okay lately. I haven't mentioned her because I don't care anymore. Treats me like shit. That's pretty much it. Yesterday we fought because she won't quit smoking and she's killing herself. I told her to "die already". Maybe that wasn't the best thing to say, but I was a little mad to hear her attitude when I spent $50 of my personal money and she's throwing the damn patches away (practically). It pisses me off. She needs an attitude change worse than I do (I may need one also, but not half as bad).
My cell phone is awesome!!! For those of you who haven't seen my phone, check it out here. Its the neatest ever. I got it through Cingular. The only problem I have with the phone is that while I am talking to people, sometimes it sounds like they are fading in and out and I can hear my voice echoing. I hope the person I am talking too doesn't hear this problem. I downloaded Lemonade Tycoon for it the other day (it will cost me on my next bill) and I am super addicted. Hehehe.
My graduatuin party will be this Saturday from 1 to 3 pm at Haitcho Park. Only come if you are invited! Call me if you would like me to consider an invitation for you to attend. =)
Well its time to eat dinner so I must leave. Good night all!