the awesomeness of realization
SO lately I've been doing quite a bit of thinking. Trying to figure out the dealio and all. I am actually okay with all of it now. I think I was shocked at my own audacity.
I have to ask this question, since some people I know have put into question such things as this...can a person still be good without being Christian? I'm sorry the fact that anyone would ask that in the first place pisses me off. Some of the worst people I know are actually Christians...ironic. Some of the best people I know are not. Since when did being a christian make anyone superior...thats not how its supposed to work...so my question is why do people feel the need to push their own beliefs on someone if they are kind enough not to just rudely cut you off in midsentence...some people believe in other things...don't they have the right to their own opinion.
Some other things. I've changed...I realized it yesterday when I said something...I am slightly more mature. A little less naive. And a little more realistic. I like that. Its kind of scary...but I like that I changed a little.
And one more time. Because it happened again today. I am tired of people butting in where it is not their business. If I want you to know something I'll tell you, I don't play games. If I don't want you to know something don't press it, because what you get is this reaction---Me wanting to quick your ass. So stop trying to guess what I'm doing, or what I feel or what I think. Its my business. And I'm not taking any of it. I'm completely confrontational now. People have actually made me mean. I don't like being mean. Its not fun deliberately hurting someone...but well fuck nice. You're gonna be like this I'll be giving you what you deserve and it sure as hell isn't nice.
And so I don't leave unhappy yet again...
this is my favorite song.
sittin' on the beach
the island king of love
deep in Fijian seas
deep in some blissful dream
where the goddess finally sleeps
in the lap of her lover
subdued in all her rage
and I am aglow with the taste
of the demons driven out
and happily replaced
with the presence of real love
the only one who saves
I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face
the stillness in your eyes
convinces me that I
I don't know a thing
and I been around the world and I
I tasted all the wines
a half a billion times
came sickened to your shores
you show me what this life is for
I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face in this altered state
full of so much pain and rage
you know we got to find a way to let it go
sittin' on the beach
the island king of love
deep in Fijian seas
deep in the heart of it all
where the goddess finally sleeps
after eons of war and lifetimes
she smilin' and free, nothin' left
but a cracking voice and a song, oh Lord
I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face
we would not face
we would not face
we would not face
we would not face
we would not face
I have to ask this question, since some people I know have put into question such things as this...can a person still be good without being Christian? I'm sorry the fact that anyone would ask that in the first place pisses me off. Some of the worst people I know are actually Christians...ironic. Some of the best people I know are not. Since when did being a christian make anyone superior...thats not how its supposed to work...so my question is why do people feel the need to push their own beliefs on someone if they are kind enough not to just rudely cut you off in midsentence...some people believe in other things...don't they have the right to their own opinion.
Some other things. I've changed...I realized it yesterday when I said something...I am slightly more mature. A little less naive. And a little more realistic. I like that. Its kind of scary...but I like that I changed a little.
And one more time. Because it happened again today. I am tired of people butting in where it is not their business. If I want you to know something I'll tell you, I don't play games. If I don't want you to know something don't press it, because what you get is this reaction---Me wanting to quick your ass. So stop trying to guess what I'm doing, or what I feel or what I think. Its my business. And I'm not taking any of it. I'm completely confrontational now. People have actually made me mean. I don't like being mean. Its not fun deliberately hurting someone...but well fuck nice. You're gonna be like this I'll be giving you what you deserve and it sure as hell isn't nice.
And so I don't leave unhappy yet again...
this is my favorite song.
sittin' on the beach
the island king of love
deep in Fijian seas
deep in some blissful dream
where the goddess finally sleeps
in the lap of her lover
subdued in all her rage
and I am aglow with the taste
of the demons driven out
and happily replaced
with the presence of real love
the only one who saves
I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face
the stillness in your eyes
convinces me that I
I don't know a thing
and I been around the world and I
I tasted all the wines
a half a billion times
came sickened to your shores
you show me what this life is for
I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face in this altered state
full of so much pain and rage
you know we got to find a way to let it go
sittin' on the beach
the island king of love
deep in Fijian seas
deep in the heart of it all
where the goddess finally sleeps
after eons of war and lifetimes
she smilin' and free, nothin' left
but a cracking voice and a song, oh Lord
I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face
we would not face
we would not face
we would not face
we would not face
we would not face