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back to school, back to school, to prove my dad that im not a fool.
i think i watched that movie too much. well, finally got to get back to the school mode again. went to school, tutored, then took a three hour nap and didn't get up from that til 10.
does anybody really know the true self in other people? i have to admit that there are times when you just can't really express anything. honestly, thats just in today's society. if its not cool then people won't approve. yes, enclose everything within then you'll burst! i just read one of my friend's entry, one thing she said is making me really wonder.
"This desperation for the 'real thing' in these years of our life is what makes it never work out. It's the reason we trust so openly, speak so earnestly, and manipulate to the best of our abilities."
then after losing the one you've trusted so deeply, spoke so honestly to, and unfortunately manipulated, nothing else matters.
you try everything and nothing works so what do you do? give up??
looking at a different perspective: giving up on a really good friend because there was tension and you don't wanna resolve it? does that work? thats what happens nowadays. but looking at it that way, that one you lost is supposedly one of your best friends, not just a "good" friend. would you give up on it now? being confused and not knowing what to do about it or having nobody to ask is painful and heart-breaking.
well, Brooke, you're not the only one that thinks a lot.
i think i watched that movie too much. well, finally got to get back to the school mode again. went to school, tutored, then took a three hour nap and didn't get up from that til 10.
does anybody really know the true self in other people? i have to admit that there are times when you just can't really express anything. honestly, thats just in today's society. if its not cool then people won't approve. yes, enclose everything within then you'll burst! i just read one of my friend's entry, one thing she said is making me really wonder.
"This desperation for the 'real thing' in these years of our life is what makes it never work out. It's the reason we trust so openly, speak so earnestly, and manipulate to the best of our abilities."
then after losing the one you've trusted so deeply, spoke so honestly to, and unfortunately manipulated, nothing else matters.
you try everything and nothing works so what do you do? give up??
looking at a different perspective: giving up on a really good friend because there was tension and you don't wanna resolve it? does that work? thats what happens nowadays. but looking at it that way, that one you lost is supposedly one of your best friends, not just a "good" friend. would you give up on it now? being confused and not knowing what to do about it or having nobody to ask is painful and heart-breaking.
well, Brooke, you're not the only one that thinks a lot.