Just Thinking. So sad.
This weekend has been the most emotional,crazy weekend ever. In the list of top 3 for this year.
Things were said, tempers flared, and things become at one point chaotic.
However what's it for? We are all stressed in our own ways. Graduation is in 12 weeks.
I have yet to find a job, let along the love of my life. And other people are going through the same things. Its like a new finding of oneself.
We did it at the beginning of college and now really again doing it again with such a short time before graduation.
Sure everything happens when its supposed to. But when?
Certain things just don't mean anything but you do them and it provides temporary comfort.
But it doesn't offer long term happiness. It's only a quick fix, a sugar rush per-say.
What about caring about someone so much and them caring back, but one party is too scared to make the commitment?
What about liking someone who likes your friend/roomate instead?
What about the person who loves you more than anything,and you love them, but not in the same way as they do you.
Why in hell is this process so damn complicated? And with Valentine's commercials constantly playing and people showing off their engagement rings every time you turn around its hard not to think about.
I have always thought that I knew myself and my friends fairly well. But now with 12 weeks until the rest of our lives change, I would be lying if I said I haven't started to think about it intently and haven't once again found myself questioning who I am.
I am ready for college to be done. I have done my share of partying,debaucherous excursions, and other crazy things. Probably much more so than many.
Random hookups don't mean anything, partying doesn't solve anything. But yet for many of us it will ease the pain of stepping into the "real world" in 12 weeks and will continue to do it. Hopefully by than we will all have more answers than questions.
If I Could Turn Back The Hands of Time-R.Kelly(1999 freshmen year of high school for most of us, probably a time far less complicated)
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd still be mine
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then darlin' you, you'd still be mine
Funny, funny how time goes by
And blessings are missed in the wink of an eye
Why oh why oh why should one have to go on suffering
When every day I pray please come back to me
And you had enough love for the both of us
But I, I, I did you wrong, I admit I did
But now I'm facing the rest of my life alone, whoa
(If I could turn back)
If I could just turn back that little clock on the wall...
Things were said, tempers flared, and things become at one point chaotic.
However what's it for? We are all stressed in our own ways. Graduation is in 12 weeks.
I have yet to find a job, let along the love of my life. And other people are going through the same things. Its like a new finding of oneself.
We did it at the beginning of college and now really again doing it again with such a short time before graduation.
Sure everything happens when its supposed to. But when?
Certain things just don't mean anything but you do them and it provides temporary comfort.
But it doesn't offer long term happiness. It's only a quick fix, a sugar rush per-say.
What about caring about someone so much and them caring back, but one party is too scared to make the commitment?
What about liking someone who likes your friend/roomate instead?
What about the person who loves you more than anything,and you love them, but not in the same way as they do you.
Why in hell is this process so damn complicated? And with Valentine's commercials constantly playing and people showing off their engagement rings every time you turn around its hard not to think about.
I have always thought that I knew myself and my friends fairly well. But now with 12 weeks until the rest of our lives change, I would be lying if I said I haven't started to think about it intently and haven't once again found myself questioning who I am.
I am ready for college to be done. I have done my share of partying,debaucherous excursions, and other crazy things. Probably much more so than many.
Random hookups don't mean anything, partying doesn't solve anything. But yet for many of us it will ease the pain of stepping into the "real world" in 12 weeks and will continue to do it. Hopefully by than we will all have more answers than questions.
If I Could Turn Back The Hands of Time-R.Kelly(1999 freshmen year of high school for most of us, probably a time far less complicated)
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darlin' you'd still be mine
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then darlin' you, you'd still be mine
Funny, funny how time goes by
And blessings are missed in the wink of an eye
Why oh why oh why should one have to go on suffering
When every day I pray please come back to me
And you had enough love for the both of us
But I, I, I did you wrong, I admit I did
But now I'm facing the rest of my life alone, whoa
(If I could turn back)
If I could just turn back that little clock on the wall...