oh fuck!
I really don't know what to say...what to think...
all this because of me and my bf...the thing is as many of u know I like someone who's livin in the US...that means we cannot be together.Now there's this person I like...we thought we should try and see what happens I mean...why not?I cannot have who I wanted but I don't think I should stay stuck and stop my life because of that!I'm not with my bf because "I want a bf". I like him, he makes me smile, he makes me feel good when I'm with him.I've spent over the last year crying because I like someone I can't have and now that I'm getting to finally smile to life again my best friend comes to me to bring me down all the time we talk about this as if I just "wanted to have someone", I really don't get it.she doesn't understand me.never will.but that really makes me feel very very bad.am I wrong?shouldn't I try to move on? God, why's my life always so complicated..?
all this because of me and my bf...the thing is as many of u know I like someone who's livin in the US...that means we cannot be together.Now there's this person I like...we thought we should try and see what happens I mean...why not?I cannot have who I wanted but I don't think I should stay stuck and stop my life because of that!I'm not with my bf because "I want a bf". I like him, he makes me smile, he makes me feel good when I'm with him.I've spent over the last year crying because I like someone I can't have and now that I'm getting to finally smile to life again my best friend comes to me to bring me down all the time we talk about this as if I just "wanted to have someone", I really don't get it.she doesn't understand me.never will.but that really makes me feel very very bad.am I wrong?shouldn't I try to move on? God, why's my life always so complicated..?