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Hey Hey.. Shew i really dont know where I should start * everything is going okay for me now,i reckon. Im just glad were out for Christmas Break..Its gonna be great.I am suppose to be gettin my nose pierced over the break. shew i can not wait. i hope it looks okay.. but gooly gee. my school yeah is flying by you just dont know. this year is already over.. i mean its comiing up 2005 it seems so unreal.But its cool i guess.. summer is gonna come and go by again.Shew. its sad it really is. i miss *Jacob* so bad that it aint even funny.It was just like yesterday i met him. but ahh i will get over him sometime. i hope and pray i do cause all this depression and stress is about to kill me. =( But hey guys give me some slack he was my first and only love , and i know i can never forget about him as hard as i try i know i never will .. but someday everything will go from bad to good.worse to the best and horrible to great* i just gotta give it all time. ;) But here is some poems that really had me thinkin about *Jacob* and i dont give a flyin fuck who gets mad. cause i can only trust a few ppl around him..haha someone said i could and shit she tells him she loves him and flirts with him and everything.. so fuck that * she has a boyfriend anyways... =) but anywho .. read below __
-Promise me...thats all I want...Just a promise that you'll never forget..tell me that I changed you somehow...Let me know that I had an impact on your life...Promise me that you will always remember me...Please...Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing that I mean absolutely nothing to you*
-You know what...You should leave me for her...You should go out with anyone your heart desires because eventually I know what will happen...See you're going to be with all those other girls..but none of those girls are going to be like me...Im diffrent than all of them....You're going to realize that Im the one you are supposed to be with and you are going to come back to me, so sure...Break my heart now, but Im telling you, you'll be back.....you'll be back when you relize that you left the one girl who was meant to be with you...But see the thing is you better hope the girl is still there after your with all those diffrent girls*
them are just too quotes.. shew there ao great *ill post more on here sometime or another.. okay..
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my *friends* i love you all with all my heart i really dont know what i would do without you all.. >>
here is all my friends ;) -thanks,love&god bless ya__
*welp im out for now.. i love each and everyone of you..
Have a save and Happy holiday * be careful ;)
((( Merry Christmas and Happy New Year )))
Love Ya.Tesia Janell-