On My Way
well im in an airplane on my way to camp pendleton california to continue on some of my school. to be more exact this will be the last part of my school untill i go back to good ole New Orleans for good!! I will go home for christmas and i will graduate my school on febuary 10. Well hears an update on Lacy and i:
We talked a couple of nights ago and we had decided to just put everything that happend over the weekend and just start over as friends and see how things go. i havent heard from her in about two days ago and i plan on calling her tomorrow as soon as i get settled into my new barracks. I like her, i think that she is a very sweet girl and despite the things others say, i hope to look for the best in her. as all of you know who know me, i love everybody nomatter what they are like. yes, im sorry to admit i do still have a soft spot for the bitch angel. but thats ok, i have but one life and i am not going to let hate destroy it. i see all of my friends at northshore High always getting in fights and shit and i just dont see how they can let little nothings destroy strong relationships and friendships. I personally think its fucking stupid. ITS FUCKING HIGHSCHOOL!!!! This is just a small part of your life that in the next couple of years will mean nothing but a mear experience.
Which brings me to my next point, this is four years of your life that you will not get back. why make it something you regret by fighting the whole time. I will tell you some of my regrets. I regret not getting involved in a club or more school sperit, i wish i had talked to just half the girls i liked. I wish i didnt get ingaged to angel and waist 1 and half years in high school on her when i had people all around me that could have made me so much happier. i wish i didnt cut myself, i wish i didnt force myself to be depressed cause i just seemed cool. i wish i would have studied, i wish i would have applied myself like the four point zero student i used to be. now i am instead a 2.35!!! Listen, for all of you high schoolers reading this, im not your parents, im not some old fuck, im 18 and graduated about 6 months ago and this is how i feel in that short amount of time.
Have fun in high school!! date!!!! you are not going to find "the one" in high school. you are supposed to date and find out what you want for later in life. im not sayin be a fucking slut. go out and have fun. spend time with lots of people, not intimately, but on a friendly basis. take it from me this is how you live your highschool life.
We talked a couple of nights ago and we had decided to just put everything that happend over the weekend and just start over as friends and see how things go. i havent heard from her in about two days ago and i plan on calling her tomorrow as soon as i get settled into my new barracks. I like her, i think that she is a very sweet girl and despite the things others say, i hope to look for the best in her. as all of you know who know me, i love everybody nomatter what they are like. yes, im sorry to admit i do still have a soft spot for the bitch angel. but thats ok, i have but one life and i am not going to let hate destroy it. i see all of my friends at northshore High always getting in fights and shit and i just dont see how they can let little nothings destroy strong relationships and friendships. I personally think its fucking stupid. ITS FUCKING HIGHSCHOOL!!!! This is just a small part of your life that in the next couple of years will mean nothing but a mear experience.
Which brings me to my next point, this is four years of your life that you will not get back. why make it something you regret by fighting the whole time. I will tell you some of my regrets. I regret not getting involved in a club or more school sperit, i wish i had talked to just half the girls i liked. I wish i didnt get ingaged to angel and waist 1 and half years in high school on her when i had people all around me that could have made me so much happier. i wish i didnt cut myself, i wish i didnt force myself to be depressed cause i just seemed cool. i wish i would have studied, i wish i would have applied myself like the four point zero student i used to be. now i am instead a 2.35!!! Listen, for all of you high schoolers reading this, im not your parents, im not some old fuck, im 18 and graduated about 6 months ago and this is how i feel in that short amount of time.
Have fun in high school!! date!!!! you are not going to find "the one" in high school. you are supposed to date and find out what you want for later in life. im not sayin be a fucking slut. go out and have fun. spend time with lots of people, not intimately, but on a friendly basis. take it from me this is how you live your highschool life.