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[tesaroo101]

you cant see the pain that i hold inside
you never will
i know u want to help
the only way u can help
is to give me a knife and a dark place
the blood flows from my arms like water in a stream
a trickle then the stream slowly turns into a river
and the river into a waterfall
i stand a laugh
wishing i could die has become a reality
i loved u
u would never beable to understand
i want u to be happy
me putting you through all this
isnt right
i guess the only reason
i stayed here is because i thought
mabye just mabye
there would be some chance
some where
that we would end up together
but now i guess there is no chance
i wish i could tell u i would be commin back
next year but i cant.....
i cant even look at u now
it hurts so bad
i cry every time i see your picture
things wont be the same with out you...
i rember the first time i met u
we were on the way to a play
we talked and had fun
i never would have guessed
u were a lesbian
but you probibly never
would have thought i was either....