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I have so many fears in my heart right now...but as usual I can't find words to voice it out....
I need someone to talk to...but as usual I'm not since I hate being judged by other people.....
I need to cry.....but as usual I can't find my self shade tears for something like this......
I know how important all that going on around me right now.....but as usual i still take slow steps.....
I'm tired being pushed aside by other people.......but as usual I also still my ignorant-self
I know i should stop being idealist.....but as usual I can't let my self being step down by other people....
I'm tired building wall around my self,mind,and heart.....but as usual I just afraid to be hurt by other people...
I should stop being this fake cheerfull girl......but as usual.......................
and I should start leave my comfort zone............but..............
*have mercy in me....I search for one mental breakdown these days but I still can't let my guard down...SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need someone to talk to...but as usual I'm not since I hate being judged by other people.....
I need to cry.....but as usual I can't find my self shade tears for something like this......
I know how important all that going on around me right now.....but as usual i still take slow steps.....
I'm tired being pushed aside by other people.......but as usual I also still my ignorant-self
I know i should stop being idealist.....but as usual I can't let my self being step down by other people....
I'm tired building wall around my self,mind,and heart.....but as usual I just afraid to be hurt by other people...
I should stop being this fake cheerfull girl......but as usual.......................
and I should start leave my comfort zone............but..............
*have mercy in me....I search for one mental breakdown these days but I still can't let my guard down...SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!