Tomorrow is school...
It is officially my first day of college tomorrow.. I should not of taken a yr off after high school cause now I am really far behind. I just realized today that most of my books for my classes are instructor's edition.. Mom was excited about that when I told her how upset I was about it. She thinks it is a good thing but of course it isn't. I will never learn anything if I have the answer before I even try to solve the problem. At least if the professor collects homework I will make good grades.. that is something to be happy about..
I can't stand mom. She is so nice and normal then she gets a couple of boose in her system and she is a psycho maniac. I don't mean to say bad things about her, but she really upset me tonight so I think I am entitled to say whatever I want at this moment..
I am about to fall asleep.. Last night was so much fun because Sara, Melissa, and I all went to the Ridgley Theater (not a real theater) to watch a couple of bands play and to watch Melissa's brother play. It was soooo much fun. I drank A LOTTT!!! I was so sick last night. The strangest thing happened though..
It is insane that I can have a boring week and no one will call, then on the night I am having an awesome time every guy that has ever tried to hook up with me or the guys I have tried to hook up with, call me to see what is going on... I also was so drunk that I was flirting with random people all night. Sara was embarrased and afraid to talk to anyone so I was being outgoing and flirted with every hot guy I saw. When one would walk by I would grab his hand and say "hi what's your name?" they would smile really big and if they were even the slightest bit interested in me they would engage in converstaion. If not they would tell me their name and say "well I guess I will see you around here.."
I can't stand mom. She is so nice and normal then she gets a couple of boose in her system and she is a psycho maniac. I don't mean to say bad things about her, but she really upset me tonight so I think I am entitled to say whatever I want at this moment..
I am about to fall asleep.. Last night was so much fun because Sara, Melissa, and I all went to the Ridgley Theater (not a real theater) to watch a couple of bands play and to watch Melissa's brother play. It was soooo much fun. I drank A LOTTT!!! I was so sick last night. The strangest thing happened though..
It is insane that I can have a boring week and no one will call, then on the night I am having an awesome time every guy that has ever tried to hook up with me or the guys I have tried to hook up with, call me to see what is going on... I also was so drunk that I was flirting with random people all night. Sara was embarrased and afraid to talk to anyone so I was being outgoing and flirted with every hot guy I saw. When one would walk by I would grab his hand and say "hi what's your name?" they would smile really big and if they were even the slightest bit interested in me they would engage in converstaion. If not they would tell me their name and say "well I guess I will see you around here.."