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i feel rather lethargic today. not sure why exactly. there are people that i would really really like to hit over the head with a heavy object. maybe a whap book. or perhaps the whap exam prep book. that one hurts AND instills fear in the hearts of highschool students everywhere. ive decided that i also never want to go back to school again. i just want to curl up in my bed with my ipod and my books and become a hermit. ive decided that i hate most rap music. no one ever listens to the lyrics or has any idea what theyre singing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over. but they dont seem to care, and thats what my ipod is for. so i dont have to listen to it in the car on the way to school every blankity blank morning with my carpool. i think this has become more stream of conciousness than journal entry. oh well. argile sweaters should not come in combinations of lavender and mustard yellow. in fact. i dont think anyone should wear mustard yellow. ever. i know. i should go into public office and create a law that says no one is allowed to wear mustard yellow and is subject to arrest and 25 years in prison if caught. never mind all the other issues, as compared to the wearing of mustard yellow, they arent worth my time. ok. that was dumb. anyway. my grandmothers lipstick is hot pink. as is her shirt. her pants come up about 4 inches above her belly button. why am i saying this? to give you all a mental image. just thought i would share. i dont even know what im typing anymore. im kinda out of it. can you tell? i dont know i think i just need to sleep for a while. im sick of worrying. im sick of worrying about school. and my family. and my friends and their various problems with their stupid friends who give them pot for their birthday and run around stoned at 4 am with the same bone headed friends. if he doesnt keep his word and stop im going to do something i really dont want to. the average human being is an idiot, and even those not so average and there fore not so idiotic human beings have their idiotic moments. like erin. have i smacked you yet? i think i did. this is getting long. ok. i think im going to go um...i dont know, a coma is looking really good to me right now. im sure that surprises all of you mightily. that is if any of you have had the patience to finish reading this nonsense. i dont think i made any sense. and im really past caring.