Mar 11, 2008 10:49
...why can't I stop thinking about it? He's insane, B is insane, inhuman, monstrous, it means nothing...
Elder Teru would never harm the innocent, I know, he is good, he is righteous, he stepped in to protect me when no one ever had before, he understands me, he knows me, protects me, loves me...
...he is me...
why does everyone keep mentioning a god
I can't... I shouldn't... I mustn't...
I mustn't let B frighten me. He's only trying to hurt me. Everything he says is nonsense.
I'm not afraid of him. I am not.
big matt,
future me scares me