Last summer post

Aug 31, 2009 22:35

        Hello,dear flist, I realized this is my only opportunity for a last summer post and I just really felt like posting, so yeah, here I am ;D
a bit of rant under the cut )

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jennyshepard August 31 2009, 20:47:40 UTC
I'm looking forward to the new Mentalist season... to my birthday (of course :D)... and a bit to my stay in Mittweida, where I will be for six weeks because I have some classes at the uni there. I've been studying for two years here in Berlin, but we were always part of the uni in Mittweida, and in the fifth semester this stay there is part of out studies ( ... )

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teruel_a_witch August 31 2009, 21:10:29 UTC
You are lucky, I hate to wait 9 month till my birthday *sigh*
Aww, your academy sounds so cosy, I'd love to study in one like that, nothing good in a BIG Unis with shabby old buildings(and not pretty for the most part) and constant crowd of students from faculties and the need to move from one building to another especially in winter because different classes are in diffenent buildings *grr* My Uni has over 20 faculties and I still can get lost in the campus even after 2 years %)

But anyways, I'm looking forward to living for those six week with my friend in an own flat, and I'm sure we'll have a lot of fun.
That is really great, I'd LOVE to live without my parents for a change *sigh* I'm still hoping to get a chance to study abroad a bit in the future...

Watching Alias and Mentalist and cooking together and talking and such things two befriended girls just do
You should introduce her to DW so you could squee together ;DD also, meh, cooking, I'm not one for that, lol, I'm not domesticated at all ;DD

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jennyshepard August 31 2009, 22:00:13 UTC
That's why I will probably hate it there... it's so cold, like a big city, no one cares and no one sees the other, while our academy is more like a small village where everyone knows the other by name. I'm glad I'll only have to survive the six weeks.

Should I get the internship I want, I will spend another three months away from my parents, in another city and in my own flat... Although it's a bit strange to think about it, because while I always enjoy the times my parents aren't here, I also love them dearly and miss them (maybe because I'm so used to them and my parents are so important to me - and there are only four persons in the whole world who are really *important* to me...)

You should introduce her to DW so you could squee together ;DDDon't let me even start, it is really frustrating because NO ONE here wants to watch DW... not even my best friend, although she always followed my recommendations in the past, but since she has another show she is absolutely addicted to at the moment... I just need to hold on to my love to ( ... )

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teruel_a_witch August 31 2009, 22:19:36 UTC
no one cares and no one sees the other
Yeah, that's it, lol, I once met a girl from other faculty on the Internet(on House.M.D. forum) and I've never even seen her in RL xD
maybe because I'm so used to them and my parents are so important to me
I must say I'm a bit sick of all relatives, especially since I spent most of the summer with them and no one else, plus GrandPa died in July:(, that's why I had to withstand loads of relatives and their friends and I'd just LOVE to get as far away from my family as I can at least for a bit...When my BF returned it was really like a breath of fresh air...
it is really frustrating because NO ONE here wants to watch DW...
Yeah, same here, my BF loves anime and slash and she was like "meh, nothing interesting" when she saw the end of Doomsday on TV, hopeless case, she just can't take it seriously *gg* but I managed to convert a few on my fellow Hameron-shippers into D/R shippers(but they are all on-line, not near me to really talk to)
she has another show she is absolutely addicted to at the ( ... )

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jennyshepard August 31 2009, 23:06:16 UTC
I'm sorry :(
My grandpa died six years ago, and that made me kinda realize how soon everything can end... I always thought he would see me studying and such things. I still cry every time I talk about him, and because I was so deeply hurt, I began to differentiate between people I like to have in my life and those who are really important.
There are many moments I'm totally peeved by my parents (mum, mostly ^^), but in the end, I love them so much nevertheless, and leaving them, like going to America for half a year as I want to do it, is a thought that is so hard to bear for me.

and what is it?
The L-Word. I hate it *laughs*

Lol, I usually eat fastfood with friends *gg*
But cooking is so much more fun. And a lot healthier ;)

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teruel_a_witch September 1 2009, 14:21:52 UTC
Yeah,thanks :( it was really sudden(he was 70,not that much), but a stroke know no age, I really miss him, I don't cry(because I hate crying, as I said, I only cried at the funeral,but no more) but I really do miss him every day, I'm also very sad for my Granny because she ended up alone, she never used to live alone and now she have to, I can't live with her and she won't live with my parents and me, that's why we can only visit.
I don't know if it changed anything in me, I think I still ended up in denial, as always...

There are many moments I'm totally peeved by my parents (mum, mostly ^^), but in the end, I love them so much nevertheless, and leaving them, like going to America for half a year as I want to do it, is a thought that is so hard to bear for me.
It's Dad for me *gg* But I really don't feel the need to be close to them, I'd love to get away but I can't so far because I have to look after my Mum, I hate responsibility but I have no choice *sigh*

The L-Word. I hate it *laughs*
I don't even know what that is *ggg*

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