Crap!

Jul 30, 2003 00:18

I'm starting to think about Brent a lot more now. Shitbricks! And as soon as I start training up in front desk, the more time I'll be spending with him. DAMNIT. I can't let myself get distracted like that. *slaps self senseless* Okay, that helped a little. DAMNIT, DAMNIT, DAMNIT. Gosh, I love his voice, too. Just the way it resonates when he answers the phone or when he calls us at the bell desk. I think this is happening because I fell like I have a void... which I guess I do. Oh well.

A conversation last night at dinner made me feel like I was being "used". I'd rather not talk about it, but just thought I'd bring it up. Oh well. There are only SOME things I AM good for, I guess. It's okay, I've let out and typed out my frustrations already... so I'm feeling a little better.

I should go. Book Review due tomorrow and I'm not even done yet... not even close. Ay sos! Sore ja, bai bai!
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