pump pump pump it up!
just got back from NY this week...
i miss my family terribly! still not enough to move to NY, but enough... i hope they get to visit me this yr that'd be awesome! but i wont hold my breath... i know times are tough... while in NY i came into reality of how much weight ive gained... now not as much as i had been before i moved to l.a. but enough to make me not very happy! i was doin really good about losing weight and i was so happy with where it was going... so after 2 days of catching up to l.a. time and work i started working out again, im feeling so good about it! my body's burning when i wake up! and i love it! lol so im not going to say i have a new yr's resolution to loose weight or anything, thats so cliche! no, im looking to get myself healthy and happy! its not a resolution, its a life goal... if i continue to be lazy and not think about how im treating my body, then im not goin to have a long happy life... itll be shorter and painful when im older... i dont wanna be like my grandmother, not able to walk or move around on my own... i know that that is a long time away, but also now i dont wanna look in the mirror and be depressed, or try on clothes and not be able to get anything i like because i have rolls hanging out in the wrong spots...
so yah, things are going to be good! ima stay as positive as i can about everything and make a difference in my life! just need to stay focused!
so today is day 2 of working out... tomorrow ill prolly just walk to give my muscles some rest... ill figure some sorta routine or something... but im no longer sittin on the couch being depressed about myself!
i miss my family terribly! still not enough to move to NY, but enough... i hope they get to visit me this yr that'd be awesome! but i wont hold my breath... i know times are tough... while in NY i came into reality of how much weight ive gained... now not as much as i had been before i moved to l.a. but enough to make me not very happy! i was doin really good about losing weight and i was so happy with where it was going... so after 2 days of catching up to l.a. time and work i started working out again, im feeling so good about it! my body's burning when i wake up! and i love it! lol so im not going to say i have a new yr's resolution to loose weight or anything, thats so cliche! no, im looking to get myself healthy and happy! its not a resolution, its a life goal... if i continue to be lazy and not think about how im treating my body, then im not goin to have a long happy life... itll be shorter and painful when im older... i dont wanna be like my grandmother, not able to walk or move around on my own... i know that that is a long time away, but also now i dont wanna look in the mirror and be depressed, or try on clothes and not be able to get anything i like because i have rolls hanging out in the wrong spots...
so yah, things are going to be good! ima stay as positive as i can about everything and make a difference in my life! just need to stay focused!
so today is day 2 of working out... tomorrow ill prolly just walk to give my muscles some rest... ill figure some sorta routine or something... but im no longer sittin on the couch being depressed about myself!