THE BEGINING OR THE END
Its just harder and harder day by day just cant get out of the hole. One thing after another. Just when I think i'm getting out something else happens to put me right back in it.
Well me and the x have been on talking terms here lately doing thing here and there together(sex) Its just hard to let her go but I think its time to say screw it and let her go for good. It's something I never thought I would be able to say.She has been living like she was free for a while now not caring about my feeling in what she does. So I decided it was my turn to show her how that felt to act like you dont care about her feelings. That was a rude awaking for her to know that I didnt care about her feelings. And the thing I didto show that I didnt care anymore.
I started I guess dating another girl now her name is janel I would say we are dating just not talking anymore i asked her what would you say we are and she said dating so Ill take that. This girl is cool she makes me smile non stop and laughing all the time. She is laid back to the max. she doesn't care that im broke to the max after mine and chasity break up I dont have a clue why im so broke i bust my ass to the max and i cant catch up but thats what I like about her she doesnt hold it againest me even thou I feel like a piece of shit about it She has already bought us ticket to go see shinedown and the zac brown band. She has been a great lift of hope when it comes to the down side of my life thats forsure.
She has a couple faults I dont really care for but who doesnt the other things she does makes up for it I guess right now but I well see what happens in the long run..
Life it self is getting harder day by day to live it. my truck payment is late the trailor payment is late its just all starting over again from the bottom you think you finally got a hold on things and something comes along to fuck you up one more time and to put in the hole again its just never ending but some i will be out of the hole trying to do some work for a frend of mine to help him out and he can help me along the way. I guess we will see where im at in a week or two
Well me and the x have been on talking terms here lately doing thing here and there together(sex) Its just hard to let her go but I think its time to say screw it and let her go for good. It's something I never thought I would be able to say.She has been living like she was free for a while now not caring about my feeling in what she does. So I decided it was my turn to show her how that felt to act like you dont care about her feelings. That was a rude awaking for her to know that I didnt care about her feelings. And the thing I didto show that I didnt care anymore.
I started I guess dating another girl now her name is janel I would say we are dating just not talking anymore i asked her what would you say we are and she said dating so Ill take that. This girl is cool she makes me smile non stop and laughing all the time. She is laid back to the max. she doesn't care that im broke to the max after mine and chasity break up I dont have a clue why im so broke i bust my ass to the max and i cant catch up but thats what I like about her she doesnt hold it againest me even thou I feel like a piece of shit about it She has already bought us ticket to go see shinedown and the zac brown band. She has been a great lift of hope when it comes to the down side of my life thats forsure.
She has a couple faults I dont really care for but who doesnt the other things she does makes up for it I guess right now but I well see what happens in the long run..
Life it self is getting harder day by day to live it. my truck payment is late the trailor payment is late its just all starting over again from the bottom you think you finally got a hold on things and something comes along to fuck you up one more time and to put in the hole again its just never ending but some i will be out of the hole trying to do some work for a frend of mine to help him out and he can help me along the way. I guess we will see where im at in a week or two