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do you get somewhere when your eyes are burnt red? when your chest has that familiar burn? when you leave with the same complements but always sleep alone.
i've never been so lonely in my life. i look at the kitchen sink and think, "is that enough water?" i see cars and faces and books and movies. i see them all, and they all hurt. maybe in september, after the summer trip to down under she'll love me. or maybe my shoes will be replaced with the grandson.
maybe. i won't be here, and i won't have to hear about it. maybe, just maybe i'll be happy, content, in the arms of independence and my own cats.
i've never been so lonely in my life. i look at the kitchen sink and think, "is that enough water?" i see cars and faces and books and movies. i see them all, and they all hurt. maybe in september, after the summer trip to down under she'll love me. or maybe my shoes will be replaced with the grandson.
maybe. i won't be here, and i won't have to hear about it. maybe, just maybe i'll be happy, content, in the arms of independence and my own cats.