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[terryparris]

i left the bar with a free shot and a free whisky coke. so, i totally won tonight. dig! has become a tradition of late night boozin'. i guess it's good to watch people who are more fucked up then you. it puts things into perspective. or give you goals to reach. i haven't decided yet. detroit was a movie tonight. foggy in the rain, and a pair of shoes on the side of the road. "do you want them?" "no, but i want to drive through the water. if we're gonna get crazy... let's drive through the water...slow." and we did. and it wasn't as crazy as it sounded. the road was shinny and i'm glad i wasn't driving. and i'm at the bar and i'm thinking and i think i sent some messages to people that i shouldn't have. i think i might have said things that, although may possibly be true, i really should have not said. and, as i sit here, and the booze starts to mix with my blood, i'm thinking i shouldn't even be typing this. "weird fuckin' chinese shit!"

the shadow makes my veins look bigger than they are, i'm definitely not an act. and i'm definitely sleepy. you should come over and cuddle with me!

gutenacht.