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Wheeeeeeeeeeeee~ posting again finally, i really need to be more active on this thing ; ;
Ok, so im slowly getting my life back. Got a nice job (OMG FIRST JOB, AND IT DOESNT PAY SHITTY LIKE I EXPECTED!! YAY ME n_n) and a decent paycheck for just starting it~ Steve got a even better paying job lucky bastard xD And he only has to get up early for the weekend! >:( This week I only have 1 day off when hes off too (TxT;;;; Really depressing ; ; That and im slowly stoping FFXI. But the gaming urge wont go away ._. Im still gonna play it time to time... Ive been getting bored (Mainlysinceihavenomoneytodoanythingandcantevenreallystartacraft) I really was hoping for more in the expansion, but only 3 missions out TxT;;;;; Maybe its just all the zomgworkwtf thats making me wanna not play, but idk D: Hopefully this lil break works, Gonna play a fast paced game untill I can deal with finding time to play;;; steve hasnt been playing much so I dont even know anymore xD Maybe when we get our wii that im buying for us both for xmas things will be more fun. untill then SOMEONE GIVE ME A CUTE GAME TO PLAY I need something fast paced enough so I can play when i come home from work, unlike FFXI where i end up spending my time home just to get a party when i have to sleep :x but yeah, N>FFXI break to play cute game xD. Was thinking about playing TO some more since i wanna buy a ani card before people dont sell em anymore, I only was able to get 1 orz Been thinkging about poking on a private RO server too, just to poke. i duno tho ._.;
Anyways, i think im just...staying here (Steve wont lemme leave anyway xD)...untill me and steve move out. Which I feel terrible for doing but my lack of luck sucks. Couldnt find a apartment yet for my parents down here, and time ran out. They're stuck having to rent a 1 bedroom apartment and theres a high chance they wont be allowed to have pets. I can care less for the dog since i havent been there since they got it, I feel kinda bad for the bunny, and MY CAT ;__________; I will NOT allow them to give my polly up. I love that cat so much, and im torn i cant have her with me here. Shes my baby ._. the only animal that makes me smile when im sad, I really want her back... I just gotta hope they find something nice that'll let us keep her =\
And uh, what else to say? I guess I can say for new years imma try to take afew days off with steve and we go visit my family and stuff back up in NYC. My mom and dad miss me alot, and my grandma...i feel really guilty for not visiting her before i left. I also need to visit Nanny, aunt kate, and jack too >.< been forever since i saw them. And I should poke at melissa maybe if she doesnt mind. I need to poke her on myspace and see if I can set it up.I feel guilty for letting her down and not showing to her birthday =\ Now steve can see shes not like every girl her age, in one aspect at least xD;;;;;He didnt want me to go to her party cause he thought a buncha guys would be there lol D: hes the jealous type but a keeper yet the same <3
Ok, so im slowly getting my life back. Got a nice job (OMG FIRST JOB, AND IT DOESNT PAY SHITTY LIKE I EXPECTED!! YAY ME n_n) and a decent paycheck for just starting it~ Steve got a even better paying job lucky bastard xD And he only has to get up early for the weekend! >:( This week I only have 1 day off when hes off too (TxT;;;; Really depressing ; ; That and im slowly stoping FFXI. But the gaming urge wont go away ._. Im still gonna play it time to time... Ive been getting bored (Mainlysinceihavenomoneytodoanythingandcantevenreallystartacraft) I really was hoping for more in the expansion, but only 3 missions out TxT;;;;; Maybe its just all the zomgworkwtf thats making me wanna not play, but idk D: Hopefully this lil break works, Gonna play a fast paced game untill I can deal with finding time to play;;; steve hasnt been playing much so I dont even know anymore xD Maybe when we get our wii that im buying for us both for xmas things will be more fun. untill then SOMEONE GIVE ME A CUTE GAME TO PLAY I need something fast paced enough so I can play when i come home from work, unlike FFXI where i end up spending my time home just to get a party when i have to sleep :x but yeah, N>FFXI break to play cute game xD. Was thinking about playing TO some more since i wanna buy a ani card before people dont sell em anymore, I only was able to get 1 orz Been thinkging about poking on a private RO server too, just to poke. i duno tho ._.;
Anyways, i think im just...staying here (Steve wont lemme leave anyway xD)...untill me and steve move out. Which I feel terrible for doing but my lack of luck sucks. Couldnt find a apartment yet for my parents down here, and time ran out. They're stuck having to rent a 1 bedroom apartment and theres a high chance they wont be allowed to have pets. I can care less for the dog since i havent been there since they got it, I feel kinda bad for the bunny, and MY CAT ;__________; I will NOT allow them to give my polly up. I love that cat so much, and im torn i cant have her with me here. Shes my baby ._. the only animal that makes me smile when im sad, I really want her back... I just gotta hope they find something nice that'll let us keep her =\
And uh, what else to say? I guess I can say for new years imma try to take afew days off with steve and we go visit my family and stuff back up in NYC. My mom and dad miss me alot, and my grandma...i feel really guilty for not visiting her before i left. I also need to visit Nanny, aunt kate, and jack too >.< been forever since i saw them. And I should poke at melissa maybe if she doesnt mind. I need to poke her on myspace and see if I can set it up.I feel guilty for letting her down and not showing to her birthday =\ Now steve can see shes not like every girl her age, in one aspect at least xD;;;;;He didnt want me to go to her party cause he thought a buncha guys would be there lol D: hes the jealous type but a keeper yet the same <3