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[terrorforkicks]

a friend of mine wrote this song...it wasnt about matt but when i heard it today i cried my eyes out...

im not sure if these are 100% correct

the front or the back of the train
its not right or wrong in this place
just the thought of the drugs
consequescial decisions made
im unlucky today, im unlucky today
the terror’s so real
simulating what truth brings
talking to so many
yet one’s contemplating
how i should feel
its as if no one can see
two friends fall with one last plea
on the boardwalk families smile
but behind them....
they dont know what tears could fill
for miles...
seatbelts broken, never works
we keep on joking
when is it our time to be serious
the rickety chairs showing our
sorrows and our downs
as we fall,
nothing passes before my eyes
slow as hell and their witnessing first hand,
the most hopeless surprise
cant remember the last words
million thoughts race
then my mind goes blank
and i can see the expression on every face that i care for
that i care for....
can you comprehend?
everything seems to feel like im an infant
two joyous upbringings lost
and instead, momentum has changed
momentum has changed...
and of course i will wake before impact
i learned so much about love,
even before i made contact,
realized true facts
i learned so much about love,
even before i made contact
i learned too much from sleeping..
i learned too much...from sleeping...