hearts weren't built to stop.
one thing i've learned is that when people expose a tad too much of themselves to others, they get this feeling of insecurity it seems. i dont think i understand why still but im working on it. one thing i have learned from my own mistakes is that it's never a bad thing to do. i like to think that as long as they have a clear image of me. i can be understood, and if im understood then i'll feel better. seems like simple logic. it could also be the fact that its 2:45 in the morning and i haven't eaten, or i may be onto something. but either way at least im thinking. it's been a while since i've challanged myself with a problem or theory, no matter how great or small it may be.
im getting use to this whole waiting thing. but i don't knwo if i like it or not. thigs are dismal and slow, often lonely. but i guess there's nothing to do about it besides deal with it. i've already tried to cut corners before and it doesn't work... out the way i'd want it to, so i might as well just not do that at all.
+friends
+family
+drinks
+substituting
+express
+getting paid
=slowly making a comeback