"I'd have to lay on my back to suck his dick" Ahhh hahahaha!
Today was pretty eventful.
Went to school for 25 minutes. Haha. That was great. Then Jessica, me, and John hung out. That was fun times. Went to Jessica's house, then John's, then mine. Then we decided to go eat food, at McDonald's. Yummy! Haha. Then we didn't feel like going back to school at 10:50, so we then decided we wanted to go to the mall. Went "Shopping". Haha. Got two new shirts from Wet Seal and a "K" bling-bling neckless from there too. Went into Clairs and the Icing and got like 8 new pairs of earings! Yea, man! Haha. And, ummm, I think thats it. Left John there. But not on purpose. I would feel bad if I did that. Oh yea, the hot guys we saw. Oh my gosh Jessica! Whoa baby! Emo boys! Yes! Haha. Then the creepy guy at the arcade. Ahhh! Haha! Then we went to some thrift stores and got a jacket and some belts. Kool kool, right right.
Went to work at 4. Blah! Left at 8:30ish. Went home to get ready to go out on a blind date, kinda. Well, see, the thing is I met this guy, but not really. I went to a party last Friday night and was high off my ass and pucking everywhere, so I really don't remember much of that night. But I DO remember seeing him there. But ne ways. Then Jess called them and they already ate, and they didn't want to eat again. Stupid boys! So me and her wanted to go out somewhere, bc man oh man, we looked HOT! Oh yea baby! Whoa! So we went to eat at Chili's. Haha. Food! And the waiter was hot. :) But short. Ahhh haha. Then we were gonna go over Jess's and watch a movie, but called Damien instead and we went out there to pick up some flyers. But on our way there we were already near where Bryan and Chris(the two guys that we were suppose to go out with) were, so we went over to say hi. And, Geez! Chris is cute! Whoa! Pretty fucking eyes too! So now we have plans with them tomorrow night to go out to dinner and then bowling. Yes! I love bowling! Ne ways....then after I talked to Chris for a little bit and Jess talked to Bryan, off to Damien's place. Went there and chilled for like 15 minutes. Left. Fell alsleep in Jess's car.
And now I'm home. Tired as fuck.
A lot of shit is still going through my mind. Ahh!
Oh yea. This is bothering me, so I'm just gonna tell you.......Ok.....I don't get you. You say that you "really" like someone, then "really" like someone else. And it just keeps going and going. Like I heard that you still tell an old gf that you still really like them a lot too. What the fuck. Maybe I'm just being a stupid jealous gurl, but oh well. This shit bothers me. See, you can't do this to me. Tell me that you still really like me, a lot. No, No. Not with me. Bc I'm one of those gurls that will believe you. Just like I believed Will, when he said he wouldn't hurt me again. And BAM, BAM, BAM. I just can't handle this shit. I don't know what I'm talking bout. Whatever, this isn't me talking, it's my heart. My heart....it still likes you a lot. But my brain says...."No, Kaity. He doesn't care for you like he use to. There's other guys" Fuck other guys. Ahhhh! Fuck everything.
The One, The Only:
Kait
Haha.....I stole another one from you!
"Will someone please call a surgeon Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart That your're deserting for better company? I can't accept that it's over... I will block the door like a goalie tending the net In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry So just say how to make it right And i swear i'll do my best to comply" - Postal Service
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