Title: Winter
Artist: Yuki Kajiura
Language: English
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we're in the middle of the winter
and walking hand in hand
long lime no see, but now you're here with me
to bless this icy land
if the night is dark and cold
I will warm you with my kiss
let me hold you in my arms again
and vow to stay with me
through the snow
I was always sad and cold
all alone, before we met
now you've taught me how to find the light
even in darkness of winter
we are wandering hand in hand
up and over the hills of snow
we'll keep on walking through winter
This christmas wasn't as ...cheerful as usual, but it's not sad either. The family reunion was nice; thankfully it wasn't that hot. I tried to dress as mysteriously and "artsy" as I could as a gypsy, with a bit of make-up, kerchiefs on my waist, all the jewellery I ever owned and a few strings on my arm (for no reason). The rest wore bandannas, shaggy clothes and those gypsy/peasant skirts that are popular around here. So I was a little bit popular and they liked what I did. :D
I'm really pleased about this christmas too, because there was more of laughs and story-telling. There aren't really 'old' people in my relatives; the parents around were my cousins with their children, so there was more playtime with my nieces and nephew. And the christmas tree was bright and huge. I called some people overseas too and I couldn't really help getting a bit emotional. Everything was just so warm. I didn't have quite a significant other to enjoy this occasion with, so I relied heavily with my relatives for the glee, and they didn't let me down. I didn't get too much presents, but I was still content. ^^
... so yes, I think less is more this year. And uhm, that's about it for my christmas.
- - -
Hmm.
Sometimes I felt like crying at night, but didn't know the reason for it. It's not a bad thing I think. Probably because I didn't feel quite the christmas mood that people are hyped about. Probably because this year is about to end. I don't know, but I can't wait either.
I still feel lost at times, but I try to keep going to the direction my heart is telling me to go. Then I think... I'll get somewhere one day. :] Am I even missing something?
Is this what it feels to be incomplete...?
Even so, I think I want to stay this way for the moment. It feels peaceful as well. :]