you kno 2the problem I have with this site is? that no one I know anymore is even on my l;ist I have real friends i see at or after work and they are people have known me for over 10-20 years
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You know you make it very hard to reply to your entries at times. oops thats a judgment, but you have a point, a valid one. ON another point of view, you seem to point out the negative and no postive of the journal system. oh boy now im making it a system like it is its own living breathing entity, so infact it has become human. I tend to look at it as a stress reliever, so yes pointing out negativity then can be a good thing and brings light to things some havnt noticed. But should that make us stop and not do it any more? No. But if we truly are making time to live would we be really wasting our time talking about the living and just get to the living and the doing. So anything we can do can be viewed in this multiplistic viewing of ideas, opinions and points of view. For example i gave myself a question once of why do i buy anything like movies, collectibles, make armor, photograph even make films. Why dont i save all that money for something like a home, a car, to pay of my education, to pay simple bills,or for my retirement. Reason being is that if i stopped any of it so that i could go out and be around the world, then what would there be of me. For immediate expenses yes, because you got be healthy. I mean i depressed myself with the thought. I told myself, ill just stop interneting, watching movies, buying movies or my collectible action figures or books and ill just focus on going out and doing worldly things and interacting with every living thing i can.. sounds great. Your life will become more fulfilling because filling yourself up with experiences and knowledge is more important than filling up your apartment went with justifications of yourself and self gratification . But then what of yourself. You have redefined yourself and then you find out.. well i cant keep going out doing this all the time its more expensive then it looks and its dark now so i really cant go out and do this unless i buy this.. aha.. aha... and i really want to do this because it is fun... does any of this make me weak.. no just defined differently. And then i was no longer depressed. Its all about point of view. Again good point, but you make it hard to reply to you with a simple. yeah. or no. or wtf. =b There is a balance to everything. We may not like the roll we play in the balance, just dont go blowing brains out over it... or should we?
just now thinking about it. i just fell into your trap. bastard.
For example i gave myself a question once of why do i buy anything like movies, collectibles, make armor, photograph even make films. Why dont i save all that money for something like a home, a car, to pay of my education, to pay simple bills,or for my retirement. Reason being is that if i stopped any of it so that i could go out and be around the world, then what would there be of me. For immediate expenses yes, because you got be healthy. I mean i depressed myself with the thought. I told myself, ill just stop interneting, watching movies, buying movies or my collectible action figures or books and ill just focus on going out and doing worldly things and interacting with every living thing i can.. sounds great. Your life will become more fulfilling because filling yourself up with experiences and knowledge is more important than filling up your apartment went with justifications of yourself and self gratification .
But then what of yourself. You have redefined yourself and then you find out.. well i cant keep going out doing this all the time its more expensive then it looks and its dark now so i really cant go out and do this unless i buy this.. aha.. aha... and i really want to do this because it is fun... does any of this make me weak.. no just defined differently. And then i was no longer depressed. Its all about point of view.
Again good point, but you make it hard to reply to you with a simple. yeah. or no. or wtf. =b
There is a balance to everything. We may not like the roll we play in the balance, just dont go blowing brains out over it... or should we?
just now thinking about it. i just fell into your trap. bastard.
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