For Aki~ I did my best to put things in chronological order. I'll burn you a CD of these songs. :)
side one the angels we lost
Nature Boy: Moulin Rouge
there was a boy, a very strange enchanted boy
they say he wandered very far, very far
over land and sea, a little shy and sad of eye
but very wise was he
and then one day, one magic day he passed my way
and while we spoke of many things, fools and kings
this he said to me
"the greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love and be loved in return"
My Beautiful Rescue: This Providence
I'm falling more in love with every single word I withhold
I'm falling more in love with every single word you say
I'm falling head-over-heels for you
I've been dancing on the tops of buildings
at the top of my lungs I'm singing you a song;
’don't you leave me alone’
Come What May: Moulin Rouge
suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
it all revolves around you
and there's no mountain too high, no river too wide
sing out this song I'll be there by your side
storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
but I love you until the end of time
So Close: Jon McLaughlin
so close to reaching that famous happy end
almost believing this was not pretend
and now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
so far we are so close
how could I face the faceless days if I should lose you now?
goodbye: Darci Cash
so where’s my favorite smile? when you’re not here I’ll remember it always
there is always something changing
when you’re gone I’ll start over but ‘til then can I hold on?
Gravity: Vienna Teng
this is the same place, no not the same place
this is the same place, love
no not the same place we've been before
hey love, I am a constant satellite of your blazing sun
my love
I obey your law of gravity
this is the fate you've carved on me
let me lie: Darci Cash
months seem like years and it was six ago I held you, but only now that I want to
long drive ‘til I’m feeling any better, lonely summer gave grace to October
October is the end of my waking hours
I finally see tomorrow as being new
open sky seems so inviting
I’ll take my peace and leave this place
this place is only memory and being lonely
side two the second journey
Over My Head: Lis
they wanna try and build me up so they can tear me down
I wish that I could be back then but I’m right here, right now
they’ve taken everything that I’ve had to give and
they say it’s over but, man, I’m still here living
I don’t know what to do
I think that maybe I’m in over my head
where we’re off to: Darci Cash
likely it’s just ordinary but it felt like something new
better if you feel something ‘cause nothing wouldn’t do
time to hate goodbyes and busy stations and the crowd I’m speaking through
and my two black eyes are barely blinking to get a blurry look at you
Name: Goo Goo Dolls
scars are souvenirs you never lose, the past is never far
and did you lose yourself somewhere out there, did you get to be a star?
and don't it make you sad to know that life is more than who we are
Waiting for the World to Fall: Jars of Clay
I close my eyes and try to see the world unbroken underneath
the farther off and already it just might make the life I lead
a little more than make-believe when all my skies are painted blue
and the clouds don't ever change the shape of who I am to you
Epiphany: Staind
so I speak to you in riddles ‘cause my words get in my way
I smoke the whole thing to my head and feel it wash away
’cause I can't take anymore of this, I wanna come apart
and dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart
’cause it's always raining in my head
forget all the things I should have said
Move Along: The All-American Rejects
so a day when you've lost yourself completely could be a night when your life ends
such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
all the pain held in your hands are shaking cold
your hands are mine to hold
speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
move along, move along like I know you do
and even when your hope is gone
move along, move along just to make it through
when everything is wrong, we move along
The Ocean: Mae
you come over unannounced, silence broken by your voice in the dark
I need you here tonight just like the ocean needs the waves
so fall around me now just like stars that shine and brighten the way
I need you here tonight just like this night it needs the rain
Crawling in the Dark: Hoobastank
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
is there something more than what I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer
help me carry on, assure me it's okay to
use my heart and not my eyes to navigate the darkness
will the ending be ever coming suddenly?
will I ever get to see the ending to my story?
The Garden That You Planted: Sea Wolf
I think about you maybe more than I should
but the smog is getting old, the drugs I’m taking aren’t so good
so will you talk to me even though you’ve had a late night
because I need a little help, baby, tell me I’ll be alright
’cause everything around me has changed
but the garden that you planted remains
So Far Away: Staind
now that we're here it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes one life contained, they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away and I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today
these are my words that I’ve never said before
I think I’m doing okay
and this is the smile that I’ve never shown before
somebody shake me ‘cause I, I must be sleeping