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I've had it.
I'm not usually so... mad/sad/disappointed/shocked like this. I'm generally happy. As a matter of fact, today was a great day, up until a little while ago.
I hate this, because it's just so wrong. I better get comfortable on the curb, because I'll be here until next time, when they need me again... then things will be good again. I guess so, atleast? It won't be real, but being toyed with has been fun for the most part so far, so I guess I'm willing to be there until something better comes along... again. It's funny how things work out, isn't it? How people get so angry at things, but those things will probably never know. People make me giggle sometimes. As a matter of fact, I almost laughed at this whole situation, until I realized JUST HOW WRONG it is. People should stop playing with others' emotions like they're a game... because some people take it seriously. Some people take those things that are now "jokes" as truth, because they were back then, weren't they? They were as real as you and me until something more interesting came along! Long time relationships go out the window. Every bit of caring has been left on the doorstep. Every laugh, every giggle, every inside joke, every smile, every secret told, every bit of nervousness, every bit of comfort gained, everything given and everything recieved was worth everything in the world until there was something better.
And girls don't like boys with a face like this.
(end emo post.)
I'm not usually so... mad/sad/disappointed/shocked like this. I'm generally happy. As a matter of fact, today was a great day, up until a little while ago.
I hate this, because it's just so wrong. I better get comfortable on the curb, because I'll be here until next time, when they need me again... then things will be good again. I guess so, atleast? It won't be real, but being toyed with has been fun for the most part so far, so I guess I'm willing to be there until something better comes along... again. It's funny how things work out, isn't it? How people get so angry at things, but those things will probably never know. People make me giggle sometimes. As a matter of fact, I almost laughed at this whole situation, until I realized JUST HOW WRONG it is. People should stop playing with others' emotions like they're a game... because some people take it seriously. Some people take those things that are now "jokes" as truth, because they were back then, weren't they? They were as real as you and me until something more interesting came along! Long time relationships go out the window. Every bit of caring has been left on the doorstep. Every laugh, every giggle, every inside joke, every smile, every secret told, every bit of nervousness, every bit of comfort gained, everything given and everything recieved was worth everything in the world until there was something better.
And girls don't like boys with a face like this.
(end emo post.)