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Rock 05. This world hates me. [Epically failed private voice entry (blame Doomsday)]

Aug 13, 2008 03:18

Well. This is just perfect. I mean, Star, Robin, Cyborg - having them here is one thing. Beast Boy? That is completely different. How am I supposed to face him? He'll have to come by Tetha some time - someone's bound to give him lightpost data. What do I say when the others already know I'm me...?

What'chu doin', Terra?

...Trying to pass the time in ( Read more... )

d is for doomsday, voice post, ix-nay on the owers-pay, my kinda-sorta ex-boyfriend

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guardian_haylin August 13 2008, 09:17:53 UTC

...I thought he was the one you meant a while back, but I couldn't be sure!

Don't worry about a thing-I'm sure that he'll be able to forgive you for what happened, and if he's still acting stubborn, I'll have to step in and help out just a bit. Okay? ^^

terra_who August 13 2008, 18:20:46 UTC

What. But. This was supposed to be-

....Ummmm...it's a little complicated...

guardian_haylin August 13 2008, 21:09:48 UTC

How complicated can it be? I'll do my best to help you out-promise! I just want...

[Locked to Hay Lin] terra_who August 13 2008, 21:53:15 UTC

So complicated that out of all the Titans, he was the one who I'd want to save if they had to die...and I kind of did that by taking him out on a date the night Slade had the Tower invaded.

...and then when I turned back to human and he saw me in my new life I pretended I didn't even know him and broke his heart. Again.

That complicated.

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] guardian_haylin August 13 2008, 23:47:17 UTC

Terra...I'm sorry! I didn't know.

You're my friend, and I just want you to be happy...you deserve to be happy! Even if...!

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] terra_who August 14 2008, 03:19:00 UTC

No - it's not your fault. I'm just...I don't know how to handle it. He wanted things to go back to how they were before when I saw him last - how can he even think that can happen? How can he even begin to forgive me? I want to throttle him for being so naive, but...that's not it.

...It's just hard to think of what to say...

"Even if...?"

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] guardian_haylin August 14 2008, 03:50:49 UTC

Hopefully enough time has passed for the both of you that he'll realize that things can't go back to how they were. That way, you won't have to throttle him! ^^;

...When it comes to what to say to him...just speak from the heart. Tell him what your plans are-if you have any, I mean-and if he wants to include himself in those plans he'll have to give you time.

...Don't worry about it, okay? The last thing you need is for me to drag my problems into your situation.

I just want you to be happy. ^//^

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] terra_who August 14 2008, 04:12:23 UTC

...I guess. It's just...I don't even know how I'm going to talk to the other Titans, let alone him. I don't really have any plans other than being as normal as possible.

...Alright. If you want to talk, though, I'll lend an ear.

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] guardian_haylin August 14 2008, 04:20:07 UTC

Then tell him that, and hopefully he'll understand. You've explained as much to the other Titans, right?

...Thanks. I'll remember once this is all over with.

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] terra_who August 14 2008, 05:47:47 UTC

If only it was that easy - he's...I don't know. I'm just so confused. I want to see him - really, I do - but not yet. Not until I can fully say that I've found myself. ...That make any sense?

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] guardian_haylin August 14 2008, 05:53:34 UTC

...Yeah, it does.

I once asked Caleb if I was cursed when it came to friendships and/or love. The answer he gave me...was inspiring, in it's own way.

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] terra_who August 14 2008, 07:03:41 UTC

...What'd he say? I think I'll need all the advice I can get.

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] guardian_haylin August 14 2008, 07:16:47 UTC

...He said that I wasn't cursed persay, but more that I'm 'unlucky...'cause my heart is so giving. I accept people without question and they still feel for me across time and space.

He also mentioned that people can't help but fall for me despite their own feelings. They're lost, helpless...and I'll always reach for them. ^//^

Long story short...he finished with saying that everyone who I encounter will remember me and always have me on their mind.

There was something else he said, too-after I'd mentioned to him that my Grandma compared me to a jewel-a diamond in the rough, but a jewel regardless.

(Attached: gemstone shaped diamond)

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] terra_who August 14 2008, 07:29:50 UTC

I knew that - you were willing to accept me, after all. You're a good person, Hay Lin. I've told you that before.

Really, I don't know if I'd have been able to start accepting my powers if I hadn't talked to you.

(Attachment received))

[Gasp] Oh, wow...for me?

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] guardian_haylin August 14 2008, 07:38:57 UTC

...Thanks, Terra.

Yeah-it's for you. Caleb made it for me and agreed with what my Grandma said-but added in that 'my polish gleams and shines more in that unfocused state. My personality is magnetic, able to draw in Tamers who are so different from each other...'

I always endure, Caleb had said, just like a diamond-only to be more focused and polished when the pressure lifts.

Re: [Locked to Hay Lin] terra_who August 14 2008, 07:44:25 UTC

That's...

!!

I can't. I mean, he made it for you - that's like taking a present or something.

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