Hello at 6:24am
Well i went to sleep at midnight last night. For whatever reason my body decided to mis-function and wake me up at 5am this morning.
I decided to surf my regular forums as i do everyday. Nothing of interest. Some thread about whether condoms should be given out for free in highschool or not. I was disgusted that over half the responses said it was a bad thing because it encourages sex. I'm not going to get started. Instead of pleeing my case, i called them stupid and left the thread.
I looked on one of my Starcraft-News forums. I still do that. I no longer play the game, but i still cherish the love i used to have for it. There was a recent tournament - the biggest on held in all of Scandanavia - called Dreamhack. A player named 'Delicato' was playing. It was nostalgic; i hadn't seen him play since like 6 years ago. A top player in his time. Starcraft is nostalgic. The life i had when i played Starcraft is something i'm very fond of. I think i miss it.
So 15 minutes had passed which means still 4.5 hours to be burned until i go into work. I decided to look at some porn to get rid of that blood-isn't-where-it-should-be delima that most guys wake up with in the morning.
Turned on some porn when my guest - of 5 months! - just happened to wake up. Not uncommon. Who needs porn anyways. For 5 months.
Ultimately life is where i want it to be for the most part. I have my dream job. I have the best apartment i could hope for. I want to go to the gym; instead i get a half-dozen donuts to support my heighest-weight-since-moving-to-victoria title. I haven't weighed myself but i think im roughly 230lbs. In february of 2004 i was 180. Fucking sweet.
I play WoW. i stopped last April and started again a month ago. It's definately a love/hate relationship. And, like most love/hate relationships, it's very addicting. And obsessive. I dunno. I enjoy it. The expansion comes out in a month. Sweet. I guess?
The problem with video games nowadays is i analyze them continuously. I can't help myself. They rarely impress me especially like they used to. This is due to 2 factors: 1) being exposed to video games for 9 hours a day 5 days a week, and 2) The video game industry is not impressive, and nor are the games that it produces.
Anyways. My emo post of the year. I usually prefer to stick happy posts regarding a terribly gagful story regarding some hot guy i've met, but alas, i've caved. I needed to talk without anybody directly listening.
I decided to surf my regular forums as i do everyday. Nothing of interest. Some thread about whether condoms should be given out for free in highschool or not. I was disgusted that over half the responses said it was a bad thing because it encourages sex. I'm not going to get started. Instead of pleeing my case, i called them stupid and left the thread.
I looked on one of my Starcraft-News forums. I still do that. I no longer play the game, but i still cherish the love i used to have for it. There was a recent tournament - the biggest on held in all of Scandanavia - called Dreamhack. A player named 'Delicato' was playing. It was nostalgic; i hadn't seen him play since like 6 years ago. A top player in his time. Starcraft is nostalgic. The life i had when i played Starcraft is something i'm very fond of. I think i miss it.
So 15 minutes had passed which means still 4.5 hours to be burned until i go into work. I decided to look at some porn to get rid of that blood-isn't-where-it-should-be delima that most guys wake up with in the morning.
Turned on some porn when my guest - of 5 months! - just happened to wake up. Not uncommon. Who needs porn anyways. For 5 months.
Ultimately life is where i want it to be for the most part. I have my dream job. I have the best apartment i could hope for. I want to go to the gym; instead i get a half-dozen donuts to support my heighest-weight-since-moving-to-victoria title. I haven't weighed myself but i think im roughly 230lbs. In february of 2004 i was 180. Fucking sweet.
I play WoW. i stopped last April and started again a month ago. It's definately a love/hate relationship. And, like most love/hate relationships, it's very addicting. And obsessive. I dunno. I enjoy it. The expansion comes out in a month. Sweet. I guess?
The problem with video games nowadays is i analyze them continuously. I can't help myself. They rarely impress me especially like they used to. This is due to 2 factors: 1) being exposed to video games for 9 hours a day 5 days a week, and 2) The video game industry is not impressive, and nor are the games that it produces.
Anyways. My emo post of the year. I usually prefer to stick happy posts regarding a terribly gagful story regarding some hot guy i've met, but alas, i've caved. I needed to talk without anybody directly listening.