[There's a brief silence when the feed cuts on, and when he speaks, there's a sort of detachment in his voice, a flatness that might be called businesslike were it not for a slight roughness in his tone.]
The General is dead.
[A beat.]
I'll bring him to the infirmary.
[Another pause, where he perhaps considers saying something more. Instead, he
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....You just killed the guy?
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I did.
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...I just killed someone too.
[He thinks, possibly.]
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Who?
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I lost my temper and I realized that...
[That she and John were right.]
I don't know. I don't know what to do with myself. I thought I had control! I thought...
[he groans] I don't know what to do.
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Where are you now?
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I'm in the infirmary.
[he laughs] I don't think I'm myself at the moment.
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I don't know if I want to.
I learned I like brutality.
[It comes out of him. He stares for a moment before lowering his head] Power. And I want mine back.
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You'll have to earn it.
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Earn the right to...
[His mind turns this over]
You can teach me how to have that?
[It's like a fix. He's had a taste, now he wants more. Like Amanda wanted heroin, Hoffman's learned he has...a very serious addiction.]
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[Except, the point of him earning it is NOT treating it like a fix.]
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[Hopefully by then he'll have figured it out. That's actually how he was...y'know before things went to shit. As it is, he takes a few moments to compose himself.]
What can I do while I'm healing?
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[This is important. VERY important.]
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[Hoffman's only response is to nod slowly.]
...Thinking about it?
[sometimes he's five. apologies.]
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[Everyone's gotta start somewhere.]
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