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1. Get over yourself. You're not the best person in the world. Stop thinking everything you do is terrible, you have nowhere near a screwed up life.I guess it doesn't make sense that I said both of those. All you're here for is attention. All you want is to be told you're great. Look at the great people you have around you. Sure you know that they're great but fucking appreciate it. I can't stand to be around you and i won't be able to until you start to appreciate life. Until then, go fuck yourself.
2. You're the best. You're my favorite. I'm glad I have you. I know I'm impatient and that that bothers you sometimes, and i'm sorry. i'm working on it, i promise. I like you being around as much as you are. I like you wanting me around. I like 99.99% of you. What don't i like about you? That you're not three inches tall, and i can't stick you in my purse and pull you out whenever i want to. Stick around.
3. I miss you everyday. Seeing you was probably a bad idea, becuase it just made me miss you more. I'm planning on visiting again as soon as possible. I want to be able to see you, too, whenever i want. I talk about you nearly every day. I sound like a creep. I'll end it with 'come back to me.'
4. You taught me a lot. I'm glad i met you. I'm glad i had time with you. I wouldn't trade it for anything (even the bad times we had). You've got a new girl and i'm really happy to see that. I thank you for being around when nobody else really was, and for dealing with me when i needed someone. See you in nine years. And i'm telling you... Banana's will not exist.
5. I don't understand you at all. I want to know what's going through your mind at all times. I often don't find myself believing a single word you say, honestly. The funny thing is that you probably won't know this is to you. Trust me though, I'm not the only one that thinks this.
6. Thank you, simply. I'm still sorry for like, what, three years ago? Text messages though, you know. We've talked about this. You can text whenever now, though. Promise.
7. I don't even talk to you anymore but you played a huge role in my life. You were only around for a couple of weeks, months, maybe but still. It's weird that you were only actually that big in my life for a matter of days yet we have a ton of history. I'm glad we both choose to ignore it. I'm glad i rarely see you anymore. I'm glad you were there for that short bit though. It's weird that i thought to put you in here.
8. you. There's so much i want to say about you but i can't. Not once have i been a bitch to you, just to do it. Not once! You want respect but you don't respect me. You want love, but you don't love me. you want to be happy, but you ALWAYS prevent yourself from doing so. You've never trusted me. You've never listened to me. Just start, once. you will never read this. You will never care enough to read this. if i sent it to you, you'd scan over it and see the word bitch and call me a slut. I love you, i always will. I'll keep forgiving you...It's what i do. Stop doing this to me, please. I can't take it anymore. Not having you around is the hardest thing in the world.
9. I miss you so much. I think about you almost every single day. I always wonder if you still remember me, or if you would if i showed up one day. I doubt it. i want to hug you again, and play hide and seek with you. I miss you more than the rest of your family. You'll never read this. :(
10. Everytime I see you, i laugh. Don't worry. You'll be okay. You'll see.
2. You're the best. You're my favorite. I'm glad I have you. I know I'm impatient and that that bothers you sometimes, and i'm sorry. i'm working on it, i promise. I like you being around as much as you are. I like you wanting me around. I like 99.99% of you. What don't i like about you? That you're not three inches tall, and i can't stick you in my purse and pull you out whenever i want to. Stick around.
3. I miss you everyday. Seeing you was probably a bad idea, becuase it just made me miss you more. I'm planning on visiting again as soon as possible. I want to be able to see you, too, whenever i want. I talk about you nearly every day. I sound like a creep. I'll end it with 'come back to me.'
4. You taught me a lot. I'm glad i met you. I'm glad i had time with you. I wouldn't trade it for anything (even the bad times we had). You've got a new girl and i'm really happy to see that. I thank you for being around when nobody else really was, and for dealing with me when i needed someone. See you in nine years. And i'm telling you... Banana's will not exist.
5. I don't understand you at all. I want to know what's going through your mind at all times. I often don't find myself believing a single word you say, honestly. The funny thing is that you probably won't know this is to you. Trust me though, I'm not the only one that thinks this.
6. Thank you, simply. I'm still sorry for like, what, three years ago? Text messages though, you know. We've talked about this. You can text whenever now, though. Promise.
7. I don't even talk to you anymore but you played a huge role in my life. You were only around for a couple of weeks, months, maybe but still. It's weird that you were only actually that big in my life for a matter of days yet we have a ton of history. I'm glad we both choose to ignore it. I'm glad i rarely see you anymore. I'm glad you were there for that short bit though. It's weird that i thought to put you in here.
8. you. There's so much i want to say about you but i can't. Not once have i been a bitch to you, just to do it. Not once! You want respect but you don't respect me. You want love, but you don't love me. you want to be happy, but you ALWAYS prevent yourself from doing so. You've never trusted me. You've never listened to me. Just start, once. you will never read this. You will never care enough to read this. if i sent it to you, you'd scan over it and see the word bitch and call me a slut. I love you, i always will. I'll keep forgiving you...It's what i do. Stop doing this to me, please. I can't take it anymore. Not having you around is the hardest thing in the world.
9. I miss you so much. I think about you almost every single day. I always wonder if you still remember me, or if you would if i showed up one day. I doubt it. i want to hug you again, and play hide and seek with you. I miss you more than the rest of your family. You'll never read this. :(
10. Everytime I see you, i laugh. Don't worry. You'll be okay. You'll see.