figuring things out
my life in seattle is starting to have a routine, mostly due to the fact that i now have a job. my job is alright i guess. now i'm wanting more. i still feel like i'm trying to figure out what i want to do with my life. i feel lost. sometimes when i come home from work i have this incredible sense of loneliness. even when i'm with my friends i have this feeling. i know that this sounds pathetic to some people, but i really want a boyfriend. i want someone that cares about me, and someone i can talk to about all these things i'm feeling. i'm trying to be positive though. i'm getting a lot of hours at work so i'm thinking about getting cable at the apartment. and i'm at home which helps me put everything in perspective. plus, brad has invited me to the drive-in and i haven't been to the drive-in since i was little so i'm stoked about that. hopefully things will start looking up soon.