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i feel in the mood for a little rant. i totally feel right now, like i don't have a boyfriend. i hardly ever spend time with jesse. all he cares about is his life, and anything outside of that is sidelined. he really doesn't seem to get the fact that in 18 days he will be going to india...for two and a half months. he says he wants to see me, but i haven't seen any desire to actually get over here and see me. i told him i have monday (technically today) and tuesday off, and he said he'd come over tuesday night if his paper is looking good for one of his classes. i think that's funny cause he told me he was going to be done with everything by tuesday. i'm completely frustrated right now. all i do is fucking work, my dad's in the hospital, and i have a non-existent boyfriend. fuck the UW, fuck everybody's bitchin' about papers and finals, and fuck india!