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I haven't been feeling very lively lately. All I've been wanting to do is sleep. My head doesn't even feel attached to my body. It really feels like I've been smoking dope all my life and I have no brain in my skull. Pure emptiness. And its not about feelings of emptiness...its just...empty. weird eh?
Time is dwindling. I have like two weeks to get my ass in gear to move outta this joint. I don't have many things to make an apartment home but I'm sure it will get there one day. I still need a love seat, microwave, fridge, toaster, lots of little accessories for the kitchen...I know me and I know that I will be stressed until I get things to where I want them. That being, a new job paying enough to where I won't have to worry if I get child support or not, and actually filling out the child support papers. They are real wordy and I have to go to a friend for help because she's had to fill them out a couple of times so she knows what she's doing. Really just loads on my mind right now, and on top of all of this all my friends want to see Hattie and just want me to do things that really right now I haven't the money to do. It totally sucks but life as I know it right now is complicated. Maybe not hardcore but once im settled in, things will be fine. I will have a computer at my apartment but no internet for a while. Yeah I'm poor but I will work it out somehow. Leave me lovins and junk.
Time is dwindling. I have like two weeks to get my ass in gear to move outta this joint. I don't have many things to make an apartment home but I'm sure it will get there one day. I still need a love seat, microwave, fridge, toaster, lots of little accessories for the kitchen...I know me and I know that I will be stressed until I get things to where I want them. That being, a new job paying enough to where I won't have to worry if I get child support or not, and actually filling out the child support papers. They are real wordy and I have to go to a friend for help because she's had to fill them out a couple of times so she knows what she's doing. Really just loads on my mind right now, and on top of all of this all my friends want to see Hattie and just want me to do things that really right now I haven't the money to do. It totally sucks but life as I know it right now is complicated. Maybe not hardcore but once im settled in, things will be fine. I will have a computer at my apartment but no internet for a while. Yeah I'm poor but I will work it out somehow. Leave me lovins and junk.