Bite the dust or bullet?

Mar 14, 2006 00:25

Its been a long time since i last drafted anything out. To be back here again during my peak period signals another distressing day at work. I was just that very inch away from the finishing line, but an unforeseen incident took place and destroyed everything that was built over the past 2yrs. An unbroken record broken. A perfectly crafted masterpiece that was perfectly destroyed. Gosh i felt like a car came crashing on me. I can finally understand the feelings of my eldest brother when he gotten his first B at the age of 23. Just one flaw or stain is enought to ruin the entire artpiece that u set out to do; a black dot on a piece of white paper. An apology was given and the apology was accepted but the disappointment will still stay. I think i have handled my emotions well this time round; upset yet in control. Question 1: Will i set myself another challenging goal just to be disappointed again. Question 2: Do i have what it takes to start all over again. I should think bout it again when i am feeling better.
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