Gooo testicles!
Hooooly shit. What to say, what to say...this world is crazy, you know that? Absolutely crazy. Love is crazy. That's what's crazy. Boys. Boys are the craziest. The things they do to you! The boys in my life are so random, so different, so special. Asher will always be my first true love. That will never change. John will always be that boy I never had but always wished I did and is constantly finding ways to fuck with my head. Pete will always be that boy who has a way to permanently make me laugh and feel like a friend. Brendan will always be the brother I never had and will never ever ever annoy me. D'Emic will always be that boy who never really knew me, knew me, but makes me feel smart and good. Justin will be the boy I am best friends with for 6 weeks out of the 52 and just when I think I'm getting to know him, the summer ends. But I feel that's the way its supposed to be. Depalma will always be that big brother figure who watches out for me. Rich will be that guy who I seem to have lost touch with even though we go to the same freakin' school but I can always count on and talk to. Brett will always be that one guy who got under my skin but changed my life from the moment I met him. Wow I haven't talked to him in over a year. That is a long story in itself. Sam will always be the hopeless romantic boy who makes me more special than anyone else. But you see, these boys, these boys could never interact with each other. I can never imagine Asher callin' up John and bein' like "yo let's go chill." You will never spot Brendan and Pete talkin' about old times. Brett and D'Emic will never sit on either sides of me in a movie theater. These boys are from all different walks of life but what keeps them so close to me is their own special way of holding a place in my heart. And don't get me wrong, girls, there are definitly those boys who do suck and shall forever remain nameless and don't even deserve a journal entry. But not mine. I can't imagine these guys to ever really hurt me or make me feel bad about myself. Nope I think I'll keep 'em all; I think I'll keep them all for a long, long time. So, cheers to the penises who never let me down. :)