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I'm feeling better today. Work is stressful but I'll make it. I think that the Ohio law people should revoke my driving license. Not that I'm a bad driver, but I have huge anxiety attachs while driving in certain weather. Or just driving period. This morning it was raining really badly. Steve took my car cuz I cant see out of my windshield when it rains. But his wipers go really slow...ugh, so i had to take a different route all the way through Michigan b/c it's slower and my normal route people are way too fast for me. They would have been on my ass the whole way to work even if I was doing the speed limit. I'm so patheltic. One accident when I was 16 (we almost hit a building and my head went through the windshield) and this is the result. That was almost 10 yrs ago!!!! It seems like it gets worst with every year. I can barely drive by myself and it's worst if someone else is driving. It's rediculous I tell you! I cant take it anymore. Maybe the government will side with me and my phobia and give me a "driver"??? Yeah right who am I kidding! Seriously, what am I gonna do in the winter?